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&gt;&gt; And I remember feeling
so lost and disillusioned

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and disappointed.

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And these doubts
rising to the surface,

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all these questions,
and feeling like my faith

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was dying from
a thousand papercuts.

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I tried everything
that I knew

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and I just thought,
God, we need to chat.

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Niki<i> Hardy found herself</i>
<i>at the crossroads</i>

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<i>of doubt</i>
<i>and faith.</i>

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<i>Now, she leads others</i>
<i>to the intimacy</i>

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<i>found in the arms</i>
<i>of Jesus.</i>

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TAMMY: Hello, everybody.

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Welcome to <i>Life Today</i>.

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I'm Tammy Trent.

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I am so glad you're here.

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I don't know how busy life

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has been for you lately,

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but the fact that you stopped

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right now and said,

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I'm going to spend

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30 minutes with <i>Life Today</i>

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because I just kind of wonder,

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what is God up to?

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Does he have a word

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for me today?

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And I believe that he does.

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I'm so glad you're here!

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Definitely stick around

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to the very end.

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You won't want to miss it.

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And I have a special guest

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with me today; a guest

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co-host, Blynda Lane,

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who you've probably seen

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on TV, like I have

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many times.

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I'm so glad you're here.

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BLYNDA: It is so fun

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to be here with you, Tammy.

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Thank you.

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I'm just so honored

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to be here.

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I just love this show.

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I love James and Betty!

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Of course, I've followed

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Life Outreach for decades,

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and known them

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for about 20 years.

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It's really almost surreal

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that I've known them, but

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now I get to be a part.

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I'm very, very excited!

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TAMMY: Yeah!

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It's special to have you here.

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BLYNDA: And you're

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pretty special!

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So it's pretty fun

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to be next to you.

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TAMMY: Oh, my goodness.

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I'm loving it so much.

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We've got a great guest

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on the show today too.

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I just want to start out

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at the top by saying this.

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I know that when

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we struggled in life,

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doubts about God and

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even our relationship

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with him can be

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some of the first things that

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just rise to the surface.

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Right? So, I get it.

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I've been there so many times

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in my own life, more times

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than I can even count.

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That's why I'm so excited

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about today's conversation

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with author, speaker,

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and cancer survivor,

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Niki Hardy.

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She's recently written

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a new book called

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<i>God, Can We Chat?</i>

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So, if you've ever wrestled

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with doubt or disbelief,

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I truly believe that

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this conversation

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and Niki's book will give you

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the hope and the help

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that you've probably

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been looking for.

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So, Niki Hardy, thank you

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for being here.

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So good to have you here.

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I'm going to jump right in.

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Can we start with

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your faith journey?

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How did you get to this place

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of even asking God, I've got

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to slow everything down.

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I've got to stop.

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We need to talk.

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NIKI: Well, I don't have

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to say very much before

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everyone realizes that

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I'm not from this side

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of the pond.

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My faith journey actually

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began in London,

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in an old Victorian church

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with bare brick walls not far

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from Buckingham Palace,

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when I finally said "yes"

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to Jesus.

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I say "finally," I was in

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my early 20s, newly married.

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I'd always felt spiritual,

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up mountains, felt connected

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to God, but didn't call it

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"Christian," didn't have

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a relationship with Jesus,

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but I just knew that I was

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English and I was

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a nice person,

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and I wasn't Hindu or Muslim

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or anything else.

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So, therefore, surely,

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I was Christian.

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But I think, actually, I was

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christian with a lowercase c,

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not a capital C.

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But I came to faith, had

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a relationship with Jesus,

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and then everything changed

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in our life for the better.

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We said yes to God and

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we left the corporate life and

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we went to the mission field.

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And then we went

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into ministry and seminary.

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We actually came to America

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to plant a church, which

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I was just saying, that really

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seems a rather ridiculous idea

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not to be rude to God.

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But there's a pub

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on every corner in London

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and a church on every corner

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in Charlotte, North Carolina,

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where we are.

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But we planted a church

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that's still there

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nearly 20 years later,

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it's still going strong.

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We don't lead it anymore

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but it is doing well.

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But as you said, I'm a cancer

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survivor, but I had lost

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my mum to cancer

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and my sister to cancer,

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and then I was diagnosed.

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For me, that brought up

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a lot of questions about God,

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but more about where is

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the abundant life

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that you promised me, Lord?

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I guess I'm in the storms,

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will I ever get

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that abundant life?

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That's what my first book,

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<i>Breathe Again</i> was about.

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But then you fast-forward

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another ten years, and we had

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been through a whole

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other set of difficult

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circumstances,

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everything from

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my husband's burnout,

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to difficult

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family situations.

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You know, parenting teens

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where you realize that

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the research that says

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the frontal lobe is made

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of Jello is so true!

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There were just

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difficult things going on.

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And then, of course,

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the world shut down

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in the pandemic, which brought

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a whole different set

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of questions and different

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levels of unprecedented

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suffering in the world.

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I had readers telling me

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the things they were

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going through.

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And then the church,

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you know, the wider church,

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as well, was just kind of

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imploding a little bit

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and turning in on itself.

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You know what it was like.

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I don't need

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to elaborate on that.

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But then what was happening

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was that everything

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God, faith, church,

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as I kind of lump it

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all together, I remember

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this moment, and I was

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out walking the dog

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very early one morning.

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Charlie, a rather lovely

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but ridiculous goldendoodle,

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and I were out on a path,

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and I just remember feeling

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so lost and disillusioned,

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and disappointed.

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And these doubts were

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rising to the surface,

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all these questions,

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and feeling like my faith

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was dying from

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a thousand papercuts.

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I get home, and my husband Al

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is sitting on the sofa,

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and he's got "Amazing Grace"

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playing.

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I kind of roll my eyes

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with the maturity of a tween.

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Because there he's being

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spiritual when the world

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is falling apart.

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As I went upstairs to shower,

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those words that so many

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of us know and hold true

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followed me up the stairs.

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"I once was lost,

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but now I'm found.

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Was blind but now I see."

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I thought, no,

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the opposite is now true.

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The reversal is now true.

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I once was found,

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but now I'm lost.

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I just didn't know what to do.

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I tried everything that

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I knew and I just thought,

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God, we need to chat.

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BLYNDA: I love that.

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It's almost as if you were

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in a crisis in your faith.

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I think what's interesting

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about it is thinking about

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the doubts that you might

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have about God.

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Why would God allow

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these things to happen?

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How could I be so faithful

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to God all these years,

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and yet, I'm still left

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right now feeling lost?

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I think almost in some ways,

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this resonated with me

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because as a believer,

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there's some kind of shame

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put on this feeling

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that I'm doubting.

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I don't want to doubt God.

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I don't want to doubt

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that he's good because

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I know that he's good.

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I found your book

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to be freeing,

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to put the shame aside and

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just start having an honest

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conversation with God.

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How would you encourage

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the ones viewing today

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about what you learned

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about how you can talk to God

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about the real questions?

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NIKI: Well, we all have

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these questions.

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So many of us have grown up

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spiritually in churches that

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don't really allow for that.

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It's not a culture

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of curiosity.

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You can't stand up

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in the middle of a sermon

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and say, Excuse me!

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But why did the Lord answer

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her prayer and not my prayer?

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TAMMY: We should be able to.

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I wish we could!

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NIKI: How do we do that?

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And then we're told,

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you know, quite rightly,

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and we read that Jesus says,

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Don't doubt, have great faith.

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You know, your faith

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has healed you.

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Don't be like someone

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who doubts and is tossed

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back and forth in the waves.

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So, to the person who

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is feeling like that,

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who's feeling like, well,

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I shouldn't question God.

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Think about the tone of voice

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when he said that.

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So often we think he says,

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"Don't doubt!!

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Have great faith."

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But what if he's saying,

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"Don't doubt.

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I'm right here."

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He says, "Come to me,

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all you who are weary

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and heavy-laden."

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I don't know about you,

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but when I have

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all these questions

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and these concerns

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and this confusion,

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it's tiring.

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I feel weary of them.

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And some people come to

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that place of feeling lost

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in an instant because

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something catastrophic

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has happened.

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And some people,

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it's a slow burn away.

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We can choose at that point

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when we get to the crossroads

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of faith and doubt,

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as I say in <i>God, Can We Chat?</i>

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We can either say, well,

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I don't want to go down

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the doubt route because

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my faith and my relationship

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with God are precious.

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I don't want to go down

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what could be a slippery slope

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away from God.

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But faith, I don't know

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if I've got the certainty

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that I need to go down there.

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I don't know whether

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I belong down there.

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So, my encouragement is to sit

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and chat with God about it

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and go this way.

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I teach people in the book

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how to get over those lies

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that tell us

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we can't go to God.

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BLYNDA: I want you to talk

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more about that.

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I was going to ask about

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how to replace those lies

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with truth, and you gave

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some tools through the chat.

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You give them some tools

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to help. Right?

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Tell us more about that.

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NIKI: Yeah. Because what

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I want people to do is,

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first of all,

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reimagine their doubts

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as their faith superpower,

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not its Kryptonite.

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because we think, oh,

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my doubts are my faith's

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greatest weakness.

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I say, no!

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They're its greatest strength.

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That's where we use

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the Chat Guided Conversation

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guide, because I wanted

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to give something practical

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to lead people through

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those conversations.

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Because so often we sit down

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and we go, God, can we chat

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about this?

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And then we're not sure

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what to say.

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How to lead it through,

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and hear his voice,

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and all those things.

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BLYNDA: Okay, Tammy,

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On page 128, it says

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that C.H.A.T. is this:

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Consider the facts.

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Honor the story

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you're telling yourself.

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Ask God what he has to say.

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Team up with God

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moving forward.

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I love that. It's so good!

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TAMMY: I do too.

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I actually wrote it down

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on my notes.

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BLYNDA: Oh, did you?

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TAMMY: C-h-a-t.

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What CHAT means.

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I love that you did that

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because it really is a guide.

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Some people think,

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where do I start then?

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NIKI: I'm happy to take you

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through it completely

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if you want me to.

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TAMMY: Yeah! Let's do it.

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Consider the facts.

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NIKI: There's normally

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something that has brought us

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to this place of asking

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the question.

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This is where we consider

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what happened.

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What was the event

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or the circumstances,

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the hard thing that happened.

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Maybe you and a friend

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had both been trying

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to get pregnant and both

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been praying about it,

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and she's now expecting,

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and you're not.

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Those are the facts.

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Everyone can agree on that.

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But then we want to dig

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a little deeper and with God,

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we prayerfully look

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to uncover and honor the story

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that we're telling ourselves.

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Because underneath

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that circumstance

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is often a little story

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that says something like,

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well, he loves her

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more than me.

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BLYNDA: This is where

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the lie comes in, right?

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NIKI: Yes, and it's the story.

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Our brains want to make up

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stories to bring us calm --

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and those stories don't even

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have to be true in order

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to bring that calm.

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So, the story could be, well,

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I'm not spiritual enough.

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I didn't pray correctly.

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I haven't volunteered enough

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in church.

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BLYNDA: So, we try to find

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evidence to back up the story

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we're telling ourselves.

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NIKI: Exactly!

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Then we have the real nugget

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where God says, That's what

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I want to work on.

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That's the heart piece that

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I want to build intimacy on.

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And then, holding that story,

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however hard it is to hold it,

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we can say, God, what do you

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think about this?

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If we were sitting down

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for a cup of tea, God,

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and you pulled up

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your celestial sofa, what

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would you want to say to me?

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And so that's where we ask

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God what he has to say.

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And then, of course,

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life goes on so we have

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to team up with him,

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as we go back into life.

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How can we link arms with God

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and live out the life

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that we are leading?

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Maybe not finding certainty,

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but finding relationship

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and intimacy?

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BLYNDA: I was going to say

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real quick on that "ask" part,

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I feel like there actually

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could even be somebody today

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who's saying, I pray

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and I don't hear God.

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I don't know how to hear him.

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How would you tell

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that person if they get stuck

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in that "Ask God,"

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what is he saying about it?

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They feel so far from him;

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maybe because they're hurt.

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That's a real powerful one

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to bring some clarity to.

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NIKI: Well, if I had

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an answer for how do

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we exactly hear God,

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we'd be having a very

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different conversation.

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TAMMY: Give it to me now!

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Give it to me now!

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NIKI: Exactly!

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It's not a science,

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it is a relationship.

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I always say we tune in

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to hearing God's voice.

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It's a mixture of

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so many different things.

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It's an inner knowing.

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It's reading the Bible.

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It's, you know, getting wisdom

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from close friends

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who are believers.

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So many things speak into it.

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I found journaling

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really helps.

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For me, walking in nature

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really helps.

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I find that the Lord uses

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creation as a way

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to speak to me.

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Often, when people say,

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Oh, well, I don't know

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if the Lord is saying this,

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there's also a kind of

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gut feeling, a knowing,

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an inner knowing.

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I think what so many of us

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want is revelation, but

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what we get is realization.

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It's a multifaceted thing,

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hearing God's voice

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but isn't a science.

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But that's why in

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<i>God, Can We Chat?</i>

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I give all these prompts

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to people

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to think it through

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and get a sense of what

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they feel God is saying.

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TAMMY: What I love about it

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is that some people don't

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know how to put into words

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what they feel.

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I think what you've done

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there is you've helped them

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identify.

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You've given them

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18 opportunities.

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Read through this.

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You're going to find yourself

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in one of these.

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But you help us

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to navigate through that.

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Then you're like,

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I identify with four.

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All of a sudden,

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now I've got a way

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to walk this out.

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But I want to ask you,

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just as we close here,

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the great reversal.

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So, sitting here with you

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today, you once were lost,

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but now you've been found.

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If somebody feels lost today,

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they just feel lost.

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First of all, I think

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your book, your life story,

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your journey can offer

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more hope than

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we could ever imagine.

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We could try to stir

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some things up

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and send it out in hope.

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But your life speaks

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for itself, Niki.

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All that you've surrendered,

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all that you've done.

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You're seeking.

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You're wrestling.

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And instead of giving up,

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you said, okay,

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I have the questions.

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I'll stick around another day

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because, God, I believe

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you're bigger than this.

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And somehow, you're going

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to show up because

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you always do, somehow.

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And even if I can't feel you

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now, you going to show up.

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So, there's somebody that

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feels the way you felt.

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You were lost

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and wanted to be found.

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What can we speak into

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their life today that says,

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You're not far

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from being found? Stay!

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Stay! Stay!

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NIKI: If somebody is feeling

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like that, first of all,

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I want to say I'm so sorry

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because I know

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it's so horrible

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to feel that lost

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and forgotten and alone

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and ignored --

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and all those things.

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It's just awful!

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But I want to encourage them

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to not turn away from God,

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not to kind of slide

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slowly out the side door

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of their faith but

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to turn towards God.

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Take that disappointment

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and that hurt and even that

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rejection that they might

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be feeling from God,

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because I've felt it all,

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and still do on occasion.

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Journeying with God

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through doubt isn't

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a one-and-done deal

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and I'm now I'm like,

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oh, I went through

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that season of doubt

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and now I am all good.

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But to take it because

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our questions hold power.

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But not to weaken our faith,

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to strengthen it.

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Even if you're going to God

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angry, and saying,

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how long do you not see me?

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Your providence,

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your provision,

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where is it?

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I thought you were good.

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Take it to him.

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Use it as fuel because

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he's saying, come to me.

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Walk with me.

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Work with me.

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Learn to live lightly

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and freely.

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Learn those unforced rhythms

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of grace as the Message

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paraphrase says,

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Matthew 11:28.

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So, I want to encourage them

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to keep turning to God.

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I doubt you'll find certainty.

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I haven't found certainty.

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But God is calling you and

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he wants to be close to you.

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BLYNDA: God is big enough

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to handle every question

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we have.

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NIKI: Yes. And I've asked him

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some polite questions and

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some very impolite questions

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and he's --.

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I haven't been hit

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with a smite button yet.

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TAMMY: I love it.

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I mean, that's the word.

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Just keep walking with Jesus.

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It might be messy today.

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Tomorrow might be

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a great day but just stay.

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Stay! Keep walking with him.

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Keep asking the questions.

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Keep seeking.

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He is never going

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to walk away from you,

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no matter what question

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you ask today.

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That is a good word for me.

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It's a good word

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for all of us today.

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I want to tell you

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another good thing

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that's happening in the world

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right now.

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Things that we're able to do,

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come alongside

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some incredible people,

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and really bring them relief

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and hope in the middle

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of their doubting,

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in the middle of

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all their questions,

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where are you, God?

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I want to show you something

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that's really beautiful.

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It can be heartbreaking,

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but we have a solution

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to bring hope to these people

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that are crying out

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to God right now.

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Take a minute and watch this.

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When we come out

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on the other side,

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I want to just say this.

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I want you to get this book!

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I'm going to offer it

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to you today.

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We're going to get it

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in your hands.

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I will tell you how

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we're going to be able

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to do that together.

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<i>When little ones depend</i>
<i>on you to provide them</i>

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<i>with water</i>
<i>to sustain their lives,</i>

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<i>you don't have time to debate</i>
<i>or discuss your water source.</i>

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<i>You can only give them</i>
<i>what you have access to,</i>

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<i>no matter how deadly</i>
<i>it may be.</i>

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<i>For Gagrielle, when she steps</i>
<i>into her water source,</i>

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<i>it is a step there is</i>
<i>no coming back from.</i>

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<i>The water she gathers</i>
<i>for her family</i>

00:19:45.918 --> 00:19:49.888 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
<i>may sustain them for a while,</i>
<i>but at what cost?</i>

00:19:49.955 --> 00:19:53.458 align:start line:79% position:18% size:65%
<i>For Gagrielle, the cost</i>
<i>has already been the lives</i>

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<i>of two of</i>
<i>her small children.</i>

00:20:09.207 --> 00:20:11.243 align:start line:79% position:28% size:43%
<i>When not caring</i>
<i>for her children,</i>

00:20:11.310 --> 00:20:13.645 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
<i>Gagrielle visits the graves</i>
<i>of her babies</i>

00:20:13.712 --> 00:20:18.350 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
<i>that she has lost</i>
<i>and weeps and prays.</i>

00:20:18.417 --> 00:20:20.586 align:start line:79% position:25% size:48%
<i>She mourns not only</i>
<i>for her children,</i>

00:20:20.652 --> 00:20:23.188 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
<i>but for the over 20 children</i>
<i>in her village</i>

00:20:23.255 --> 00:20:27.292 align:center line:79% position:50% size:73%
<i>that have died due to</i>
<i>consuming contaminated water.</i>

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JOHN: I'm here today
in Mapair, South Sudan,

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where I've been
listening to the story
of a beautiful village

00:20:52.384 --> 00:20:56.622 align:center line:58% position:40% size:60%
that has been ravaged
with waterborne illness.

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It's this one village.

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It breaks my heart
and makes me say,

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Lord, when am I going to be
able to tell Gagrielle

00:21:03.662 --> 00:21:08.066 align:center line:74% position:40% size:58%
that a well is coming,
that we're going to put
a well in her village?

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And we're going
to put a well

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in the village next to her
and next to them, so that

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we know that this whole area
will stop losing children.

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TAMMY: Loss is a heavy thing.

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I know a little bit

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about that, losing my husband

00:21:38.964 --> 00:21:41.733 align:start line:85% position:10% size:68%
in a scuba diving accident.

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His death was

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because of water.

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Their death is because of

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the lack of clean water.

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Loss, suffering,

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it's heavy.

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These people are carrying it

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every single day.

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When I see those precious

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little babies walking,

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I just want to scoop them up

00:22:01.019 --> 00:22:02.154 align:start line:85% position:10% size:48%
and say, it's going

00:22:02.220 --> 00:22:03.355 align:start line:85% position:10% size:28%
to be okay.

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It's going to get better.

00:22:04.656 --> 00:22:05.657 align:start line:85% position:10% size:45%
But it's not going

00:22:05.724 --> 00:22:06.892 align:start line:85% position:10% size:50%
to get better unless

00:22:06.958 --> 00:22:08.293 align:start line:85% position:10% size:63%
we do something about it.

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And by "we," I mean

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God's people.

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He presents the need.

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It's in front of us.

00:22:14.299 --> 00:22:16.334 align:start line:10% position:10% size:68%
Then he presents a solution

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and says, I need you

00:22:17.602 --> 00:22:18.870 align:start line:10% position:10% size:53%
to come alongside me.

00:22:18.937 --> 00:22:20.138 align:start line:10% position:10% size:53%
Together, we can make

00:22:20.205 --> 00:22:21.273 align:start line:10% position:10% size:63%
a difference in the lives

00:22:21.339 --> 00:22:22.574 align:start line:10% position:10% size:43%
of so many people

00:22:22.641 --> 00:22:23.709 align:start line:10% position:10% size:38%
because we come

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in the name of Jesus.

00:22:25.210 --> 00:22:27.045 align:start line:10% position:10% size:68%
We give them water for life

00:22:27.112 --> 00:22:29.648 align:start line:10% position:10% size:53%
-- the water of life!

00:22:29.715 --> 00:22:31.750 align:start line:10% position:10% size:48%
I am so privileged.

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Truly! You must know that.

00:22:33.985 --> 00:22:35.587 align:start line:10% position:10% size:70%
It's such a privilege for me

00:22:35.654 --> 00:22:37.856 align:start line:10% position:10% size:70%
all of these years, 16 years

00:22:37.923 --> 00:22:38.957 align:start line:10% position:10% size:38%
to be traveling

00:22:39.024 --> 00:22:40.258 align:start line:10% position:10% size:48%
with Life Outreach,

00:22:40.325 --> 00:22:41.493 align:start line:10% position:10% size:63%
going all over the world,

00:22:41.560 --> 00:22:43.095 align:start line:10% position:10% size:50%
sharing God's great,

00:22:43.161 --> 00:22:44.696 align:start line:10% position:10% size:48%
great good news and

00:22:44.763 --> 00:22:47.132 align:start line:10% position:10% size:65%
sharing the water of life.

00:22:47.199 --> 00:22:48.366 align:start line:10% position:10% size:58%
Just like that village,

00:22:48.433 --> 00:22:50.435 align:start line:10% position:10% size:55%
John said, it would be

00:22:50.502 --> 00:22:52.003 align:start line:10% position:10% size:53%
incredible to show up

00:22:52.070 --> 00:22:53.405 align:start line:10% position:10% size:55%
tomorrow and tell them

00:22:53.472 --> 00:22:54.706 align:start line:10% position:10% size:43%
we're on our way.

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We're on our way,

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and we've all made it happen.

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Blynda, I know that

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you haven't been out

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in the field yet with me.

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I hope one day you'll get

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to do that and experience it.

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I know you're a mom.

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I know that it would be hard

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for you, probably,

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to imagine losing a child

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because of the water

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they're drinking.

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BLYNDA: Watching the video,

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it's sobering to think

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that this is a life and death

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decision they're making

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every day for their children.

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That they know they obviously

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can't go without water.

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But knowing they're giving

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water is giving them

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risk of death.

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I can't imagine being faced

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with that every single day.

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And yet that is

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their reality.

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It is a reality to them.

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What I absolutely love,

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is I know that

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the Life Outreach givers

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are so generous!

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They're so generous!

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They've caught the vision

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and understand that when

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they give, they save lives.

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That's what's so important!

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That when you give, you are

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literally saving lives.

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I just want to encourage you,

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I know that you are

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a giving people and

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generosity flows out of you.

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But if you really understood

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that when you watch that mom,

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you understood that

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when you give today,

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those children live.

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It's just amazing.

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TAMMY: It's incredible!

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Let me tell you

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what the breakdown is.

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It's super easy

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and anybody can do it.

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So let me tell you

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what that looks like.

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For $48, you can provide

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water for ten people.

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For $144, you can

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provide water for 30 people.

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And if you can, $4800 will

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go in there and drill

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a complete well.

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Now, this is water that

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will be provided for about

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a thousand people

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for up to about 70 years

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these wells will last.

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So basically, for the rest

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of their lives, Blynda!

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We can go in there.

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It's an incredible opportunity

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that God has given us today.

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Won't you jump in?

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Won't you come alongside us

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and do something?

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Go online. Make a call.

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Let's do it together

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and let's do it now.

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<i>Every day, thousands</i>
<i>of lives are lost</i>

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<i>to waterborne disease,</i>

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<i>and nearly half of those</i>
<i>are children</i>

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<i>under the age</i>
<i>of five.</i>

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<i>Through Mission:</i>
<i>Water for LIFE</i>

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<i>you can give mothers hope</i>
<i>and children a future</i>

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<i>as we provide clean,</i>
<i>life-giving water</i>

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<i>for thousands of children</i>
<i>and their families</i>

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<i>before it's too late.</i>

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<i>With your gift today,</i>
<i>you can help drill</i>

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<i>and establish</i>
<i>350 water wells this year.</i>

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<i>Your gift of $24</i>

00:25:17.916 --> 00:25:20.118 align:center line:10% position:50% size:73%
<i>will help provide clean water</i>
<i>for five children.</i>

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<i>A gift of $48</i>
<i>will help provide</i>
<i>for ten.</i>

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<i>And $144</i>
<i>will help provide</i>

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<i>life-giving water</i>
<i>for 30 people</i>

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<i>for a lifetime.</i>

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<i>With a gift</i>
<i>of any amount,</i>

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<i>we'll send you, Prayers for</i>
<i>my Physical Health,</i>

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<i>a Bible-based collection</i>
<i>of 52 prayers designed</i>

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<i>to bring strength, healing,</i>
<i>and renewal to every area</i>
<i>of your body</i>

00:25:39.337 --> 00:25:41.339 align:center line:10% position:38% size:53%
<i>covering a wide range</i>
<i>of physical needs.</i>

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<i>This beautifully crafted book</i>
<i>encourages</i>

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<i>intimate conversations</i>
<i>with God.</i>

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<i>With a gift</i>
<i>of $100 or more,</i>

00:25:48.179 --> 00:25:50.882 align:center line:10% position:45% size:68%
<i>you may request the</i>
<i>"Armor of God" tumbler set.</i>

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<i>These two 20-ounce</i>
<i>stainless steel tumblers</i>

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<i>each inscribed with</i>
<i>Ephesians 6:11</i>

00:25:55.453 --> 00:25:57.455 align:center line:58% position:33% size:45%
<i>are a practical</i>
<i>and meaningful way</i>

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<i>to carry a reminder</i>
<i>of God's strength</i>

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<i>and protection</i>
<i>throughout your day.</i>

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<i>Finally, please consider</i>
<i>a gift of $1200</i>

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<i>to help provide water</i>
<i>for 250 people</i>

00:26:07.132 --> 00:26:09.067 align:center line:10% position:50% size:45%
<i>or a gift of $4800</i>

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<i>to help sponsor</i>
<i>a complete well,</i>

00:26:11.169 --> 00:26:13.405 align:center line:10% position:48% size:63%
<i>and request our inspiring</i>
<i>bronze sculpture,</i>

00:26:13.471 --> 00:26:15.473 align:center line:10% position:40% size:40%
<i>"Lion of Judah."</i>

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<i>Please call, write, or make</i>
<i>your gift online today!</i>

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TAMMY: I hope

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you're going online

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and giving the best gift

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that you can give today.

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Truly, it is making

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a massive impact in the lives

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of so many people --

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more than you even imagine.

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With any gift that you can

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give today, we are going

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to send you Niki's book,

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<i>God, Can We Chat?</i>

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You are going to love it,

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I promise you that.

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So, when you call in,

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just request it and we'll

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get it out to you right away.

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Thank you so much, Niki,

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for being here.

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Blynda, thank you

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for being here.

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BLYNDA: Thank you

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for having me.

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It's been so fun.

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And yes, Niki, thank you.

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I was thinking about

00:26:51.309 --> 00:26:52.310 align:start line:58% position:10% size:63%
this book and how this is

00:26:52.377 --> 00:26:53.378 align:start line:58% position:10% size:65%
like a tool in the toolbox

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or in the tool belt.

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This is a tool to help you.

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So, get the book because

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it's so encouraging!

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Thank you so much for

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what you've done to contribute

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to helping people come to

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a better understanding

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of how God is for them.

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TAMMY: You're amazing!

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We love you.

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And we love you!

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Thank you for watching.

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We'll see you next time

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right here on <i>Life Today</i>.

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Tomorrow on <i>Life Today</i>!

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Debra Fileta helps us
maintain <i>Soul Care </i>by letting

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Jesus's life's rhythms
guide you to peace.

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<i>LIFE Today is made</i>
<i>possible by the supporters of</i>
<i>LIFE Outreach International.</i>

00:28:16.127 --> 00:28:19.164 align:center line:10% position:50% size:70%
<i>Your gift will be</i>
<i>used exclusively for</i>
<i>the exempt purposes of LIFE.</i>

00:28:19.230 --> 00:28:21.232 align:start line:10% position:23% size:53%
<i>The ministry features</i>
<i>specific outreaches</i>

00:28:21.299 --> 00:28:23.301 align:center line:10% position:50% size:68%
<i>as examples of the programs</i>
<i>it supports and conducts.</i>

00:28:23.368 --> 00:28:25.370 align:start line:10% position:18% size:63%
<i>Gifts are considered</i>
<i>to be without restriction</i>

00:28:25.437 --> 00:28:27.505 align:center line:10% position:50% size:68%
<i>as to use unless explicitly</i>
<i>stipulated by the donor.</i>

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<i>The ministry is a member</i>
<i>of the ECFA.</i>


