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&gt;&gt; I used to sleep
at night

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with a butcher knife
underneath my bed

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and I would think,
tonight when he comes in here,

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I'm going to ram it
right through his chest.

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<i>Mary Colbert</i>
<i>recalls the horror</i>

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<i>of living with</i>
<i>an abusive father.</i>

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&gt;&gt; So night after night,
you live with terror and fear,

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and not being able to sleep,
and staying awake,

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and is he coming in?

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<i>As Mary learned</i>
<i>to forgive her father,</i>

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<i>she began entering</i>
<i>the Spiritual Health Zone.</i>

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RANDY: Welcome to <i>LIFE Today</i>!

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I'm Randy Robison.

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Tammy Trent is with me.

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Tammy, this is going

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to be a program

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that's a little difficult

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but it is going

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to be very valuable.

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This may change

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your life today,

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and not just

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your spiritual life

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because we're talking

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about spiritual things,

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but your emotional,

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your mental health,

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and even your physical health.

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Because you know, Tammy,

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a lot of people deal

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with some really heavy things

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and it affects them.

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TAMMY: Totally.

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Every time we sit down

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with Dr. Don,

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we learn so much about

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not just the physical

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but the spiritual,

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and the things that are

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going on inside of us

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that are really more

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of the root cause.

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And he gives us tools

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to know how to fight

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our way out of that.

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But you have to

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first address it.

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So, today, I want

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to welcome both Dr. Don

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and his beautiful wife

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Mary Colbert.

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You are both a massive

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blessing in my life.

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Mary, as I dove

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into Dr. Don's book,

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<i>Spiritual Health Zone</i>,

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I got into chapter two

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which was talking

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about your story.

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I was blown away

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by your story,

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but more than that,

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what God has done through you

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and with your story.

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So, I think it would be best

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if we start at the top

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by unpacking that

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a little bit for us.

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MARY: Well,

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I was one of eight children.

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My father went to Vietnam.

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When he came back

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from Vietnam I was 12.

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He started looking at me

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the way a father should not

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look at their daughter.

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I just remember looking

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across the room going

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I didn't know this man.

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He'd been gone

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for two terms to Vietnam.

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I felt uncomfortable

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and I'd hide myself.

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And little by little

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he started coming

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into my room at night.

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I became very afraid of him

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because he drank a lot too.

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I would wake up

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and he would be

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rubbing my feet.

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I'd think,

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I don't know this person.

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What is he doing?

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And I'd push him away.

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As time went on,

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things got worse;

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as I matured things got worse.

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The pornography that

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he was feeding himself on,

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my mother would find

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the books and stuff,

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at that time,

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it was magazines,

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the evil of the pornography

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feeding into his mind.

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And being in Vietnam

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and seeing young girls,

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the military being exposed

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to these young girls.

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So all of that

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is what I attribute

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that behavior to

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that went into him

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because my dad

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was a very smart man.

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He was intelligent;

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he helped develop

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the space shuttle.

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He invented all these things

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that helped our system.

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So a side of him

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was so brilliant

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but there was a side of him

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so dark.

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I used to sleep at night

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with a butcher knife

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underneath my bed.

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And I would think, tonight,

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when he comes in here,

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I'm going to ram it

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right through his chest.

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The hatred I was filled with.

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My mother

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would help fight him off me.

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He never

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successfully raped me,

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though he tried.

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So night after night,

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you live with terror and fear,

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and not being able to sleep,

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and staying awake,

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and is he coming in?

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Those years

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that I walked through,

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I just got filled

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with so much hate.

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I couldn't --

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the police would come

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from the fights.

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I remember helping Mom

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wash blood off of the walls

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from the beatings.

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I just remember the police

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coming and saying,

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back then, your family

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or your wives were viewed

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as possessions.

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They would just come in

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and go, "Calm down!

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The neighbors are

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complaining of the screaming

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and yelling

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that's going on here."

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And Mom would beg me,

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"Please, Mary!

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Whatever you do,

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don't tell them

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what's going on because

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they'll put your dad in jail

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and how am I going to feed

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all these kids?"

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Because I was one of eight.

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I felt like

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the sacrificial lamb

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so everybody could eat.

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So it was a trap,

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nowhere to go,

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no one to help,

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scared to tell anyone,

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terrified.

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So I understand

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all those things.

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TAMMY: Absolutely!

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And in chapter two,

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something that stuck with me

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as you're telling the story,

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and as I read it

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just like this in the book,

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you got to a place

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with all this

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that you were carrying,

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and you ended up in a church.

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And I love this!

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This stuck with me

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and I wrote it down,

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where this is how you felt,

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"This is such a raw deal!

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Everything that's

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happened to me,

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this is such a raw deal, God.

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And I'm going to go

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to that altar

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and I'm going to talk to God.

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I'm going to talk to him

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about this

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and we're going

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to work something out."

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[Laughter]

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Mary, I laughed so hard

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reading that in your book.

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"We're going to talk

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and we're going to work

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something out."

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But what I loved is

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that you kept chasing

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after that.

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As far as I'm going

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to work something out.

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It is not going to stop here.

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I'm going to talk to God.

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We're going

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to figure this out.

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I'm going to find my way

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somehow because

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there's got to be more.

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I feel like

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the journey of freedom,

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the journey of forgiveness

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started in that moment

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when you said,

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"God, we're going

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to work something out."

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What did that look like?

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And what did God begin

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to work out in your life?

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MARY: Well, I always knew

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that Jesus was the son of God.

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I was raised

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with the traditional

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American family

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Christmas.

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I knew God existed

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and I knew Jesus died

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for my sins.

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But what I didn't know

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is I didn't know him.

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I knew about him,

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but I didn't know him.

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And until

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you have been crushed,

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and all of you is gone,

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do you ever fully

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understand his life.

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So, what I did that night

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when I read in the scriptures,

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a person sitting next to me

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and I read,

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"If you do not forgive,

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neither can

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your father in heaven

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forgive you."

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I knew I needed forgiveness.

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I thought, wait a minute!

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That is a raw deal!

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I didn't do this!

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I didn't ask for this.

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This happened to me!

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The presence of the Lord

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was so strong

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because my heart was crying

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and I was like God,

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certainly, you don't want me

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to forgive him!

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Surely you don't want me

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to forgive him!

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You saw what I went through.

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You know what I lived through!

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And I felt his presence

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and I felt him standing there

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saying like,

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"If I can make an exception

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for anyone right now, Mary,

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I want you to know

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you would be that person

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I would make an exception for.

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But if I do, then I'm not

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who the word says I am,

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for I cannot change."

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And in that moment

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of realizing, I need Jesus

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to be every dotted I,

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every crossed T

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that the Bible says.

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I need him to be

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all the promises

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that God says he is,

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more than I need

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to hold on to my pain.

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RANDY: When you listen

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to a story like that,

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and I know so many people

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have been through awful,

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awful things, and you talk

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about forgiveness,

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I mean, let's be honest,

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that person doesn't,

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in the name of justice,

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they should face

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some sort of reckoning,

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I believe.

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I think most people

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believe that.

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That's why we hold onto

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and we hold onto

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that unforgiveness.

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When you look at the word

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in the original language

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and what it entails,

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I think a little bit

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in our culture we can

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think forgiveness means

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just acting like something

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didn't happen,

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burying it, ignoring it,

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or not facing justice.

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But what it means is that

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I am not going to hold

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that person to account.

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It doesn't mean

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they won't be held to account.

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I think the proper way,

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let me ask you this

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because you had to deal

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with this in a heavy way,

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is there a level

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of saying, okay,

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God, I'm going to trust

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your justice over my own?

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MARY: Randy,

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I think the misunderstanding

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that a lot of people

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struggle with

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is they think that

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by letting it go

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you're saying

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it's okay you did that.

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No. It is not okay

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that these things occurred.

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That's not what God is asking.

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He made these vessels.

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These vessels

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are made of clay.

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They are meant

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to be carriers of love.

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We're made to carry love.

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We're not made

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to carry bitterness,

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hatred, unforgiveness,

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shame, blame, guilt.

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We're not made

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to carry these things.

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When you do, your health

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will begin to break down.

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Your whole body

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will begin to break down

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because you weren't made

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to carry these things.

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So, he went to the cross

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and carried these things

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so we don't have to.

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And by you letting it go,

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you let it go and you say,

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Lord, not my will but thine.

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I choose to let it go.

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And you trust.

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Now, after this happened,

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I did the exchange.

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God does an exchange.

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He takes your life

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and he will give you his.

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Now, part of that requirement

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when that happens

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is you surrender all rights.

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No longer my will but thine!

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That's when

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you surrender it all to him.

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You can't surrender half

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or some.

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Can't do that!

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It is either all

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or nothing with God.

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It really is.

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You either

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give all of you to him

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or just keep it

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because he doesn't --

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it doesn't work.

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It does not work.

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It is all or nothing.

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And that night for me,

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I wanted all of him.

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DON: Tell them

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about the tears now.

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This is important!

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MARY: When I was crying

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at the altar,

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and I was sobbing

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and I was realizing

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the requirement of him

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asking me, "Mary, let it go.

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Let me have it.

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Let me have it.

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Give all this to me."

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I was sobbing so hard

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and I was crying so hard,

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and that's such a healing part

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of it.

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I heard him say in my ear,

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"Now, guard the tears, Mary.

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Don't let them go back in you

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because this is bitterness

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that's coming out of you.

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I don't want this bitterness

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back in you again."

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I remember guarding my tears

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like this, sobbing.

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I took it so literally.

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[Laughing]

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TAMMY: We have to though!

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DON: Well, bitterness

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destroys the vessel.

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It is like having

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a styrofoam cup and pouring

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hydrochloric acid into it.

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It will eat the styrofoam up

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and it will spill

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all over the place.

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So, our bodies weren't meant

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to contain that bitterness.

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It destroys our health.

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It destroys our peace.

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It destroys our emotions

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and our mental health.

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It destroys everything

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eventually.

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Now it may take years,

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but again, if our mind

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is set on the flesh,

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it will eventually

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reap destruction.

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But if our mind is set

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on the spirit,

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we'll reap everlasting life.

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So again,

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we have to set our mind --

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our mindset

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has to be on the spirit

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and not on the flesh

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and that's what she did.

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MARY: I remember

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going with him

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when he was doing his rotation

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in the psychiatric hospitals.

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They required him

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to do a rotation.

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And I went with him to it

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because I thought,

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I'm going to go in there

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and I'm going to clean house.

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I'm going to kick butt and --

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DON: Cast out demons.

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MARY: I'm going

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to cast out the demons.

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DON: We had to stay

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for a month

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at a mental institution.

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MARY: They had quarters

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for the residents and stuff.

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[Laughing]

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MARY: But I thought,

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I'm going to go in here

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and I'm going to clean house.

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I'm going to --

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because I became very bold

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and strong for the Lord.

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I just remember

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going in there, just one area

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with these people that were

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in a mental hospital.

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They were talking

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to themselves,

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walking around

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on all these meds.

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I would go up to them and say,

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"I'm going to talk to you

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about Jesus

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and how he wants to..."

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"Oh, yes! I know Jesus.

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Jesus. Jesus. Jesus."

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And they're sitting there,

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one after the other

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that I talked to goes,

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"Oh, I know Jesus!

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I know Jesus. Jesus, Jesus."

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I got so mad.

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I went back to my room

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and I took the Bible

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and I said, "God,

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either this word works

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or it doesn't!

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This is not right.

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There's kids in here

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who know you

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and they're in this hospital."

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He said,

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"When you ride the fence,

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that's what happens to you.

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A house divided

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cannot stand, Mary."

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DON: It is the tormentors.

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MARY: The tormentors turn in.

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DON: Matthew 18.

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MARY: He said,

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"They never gave me their all.

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They held on to some things

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that tore them apart.

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That's why they are

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the way they are."

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RANDY: Let me ask you this,

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especially from

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a medical standpoint,

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Dr. Colbert.

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If someone, because

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I know the tendency is,

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in abuse cases, especially,

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but anywhere

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where unforgiveness

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tends to be there,

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a lot of people

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want to sort of forget it

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ever happened, suppress it,

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bury it, not speak of it.

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We had generations that said,

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"We don't talk

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about those things."

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Right?

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What happens to the <i>body</i>

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when we just bury it?

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DON: When you bury it, again,

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it's that stress response.

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Again,

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the very stress response

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is meant to heal us

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to help us to run from danger

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like if you were attacked

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by an attacker, or fight,

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that's our stress response.

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But what happens is

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that the stress response

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is short-term.

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It is supposed to shut off.

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If it doesn't,

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these same chemicals

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meant to save your life

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become chronically activated.

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When they're

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chronically activated,

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it raises our blood pressure,

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raises our heart rate,

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it tenses our muscles up.

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Eventually,

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we develop problems

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with tension headaches.

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And then, it eventually

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leads to inflammation,

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lack of sleep, worry,

00:15:27.359 --> 00:15:28.627 align:start line:85% position:10% size:30%
and anxiety.

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And then eventually,

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to burnout, fatigue,

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and inflammatory conditions.

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So it is like

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lighting a fuse

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that eventually

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leads to destruction.

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MARY: I like what you say

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when you say,

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"Feelings, buried alive,

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never die."

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DON: Exactly!

00:15:42.941 --> 00:15:44.009 align:start line:85% position:10% size:73%
When you bury those feelings,

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they never die.

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They're smoldering.

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They're eventually

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going to lead to bitterness,

00:15:50.316 --> 00:15:52.117 align:start line:85% position:10% size:58%
unforgiveness, anxiety,

00:15:52.184 --> 00:15:56.121 align:start line:85% position:10% size:60%
fear, hurt, rage, anger,

00:15:56.188 --> 00:15:58.290 align:start line:85% position:10% size:73%
a get-back attitude, grudges,

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and things like that.

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RANDY: Those are all

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relationship killers too.

00:16:02.227 --> 00:16:06.131 align:start line:85% position:10% size:65%
It will destroy marriages.

00:16:06.198 --> 00:16:07.299 align:start line:85% position:10% size:35%
So, it is just

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a really bad spiral downward.

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So, I guess

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part of the question

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would be how does someone

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start to get out

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of that kind of thing?

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DON: Well, the churches,

00:16:16.742 --> 00:16:17.943 align:start line:85% position:10% size:33%
when we went,

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used to years ago,

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church would last three hours

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and people would go

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to the altar at the end.

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We would be weeping

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and crying and repenting,

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and going through forgiveness.

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But now the churches

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are done in an hour.

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They're in and out

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and they have

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to change it over

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for the next crowd.

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But that's what we do

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in my office.

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You hear people in the room

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weeping and crying

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like in church

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because we take them

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through forgiveness.

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MARY: They need

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to open the altars again.

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The altars have been closed

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and that's why

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we have so many hurting,

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chronic situations

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that doctors

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are having to deal with.

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I want to plead

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with the pastors,

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open your altars.

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Get that time

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for people to go down.

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I thank God for that altar

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that night for me.

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I'd have been a mess.

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DON: She had to get

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all that emotional garbage

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and trash and resentment,

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and unforgiveness

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came flowing out of her.

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Thank goodness

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she had literally

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spiritual surgery then

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and it cleared her up.

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Then, when she went home

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and she hugged her dad,

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he had a nervous breakdown.

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That's an amazing story.

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MARY: Oh, no!

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You've got to get the book

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and read it.

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[Laughter]

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RANDY: Let's come back

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and let's talk

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about some of that because

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that needs forgiveness.

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But I want to say

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to the person at home

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right now,

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if you're watching

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and you don't have

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that altar necessarily

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because you're home

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or wherever you're watching

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or listening,

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you can call a phone number

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and pray with somebody

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right now.

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It is not the same

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as an altar, I get that,

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but it is someone

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on the other end

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who will say,

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I want to stand with you.

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I want to pray

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that God would lead you

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down that path toward health

00:17:51.804 --> 00:17:53.105 align:start line:63% position:10% size:25%
by getting

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your spiritual health right.

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It is the first step.

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It is a first step

00:17:56.842 --> 00:17:57.910 align:start line:63% position:10% size:28%
but we have

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that phone number there

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and I want you to call it

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if you need someone

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to talk to right now.

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I also want you to look

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at an opportunity

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where two things can happen.

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One, you can help other people

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with their physical health

00:18:09.154 --> 00:18:10.456 align:start line:63% position:10% size:40%
but then, Tammy,

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we will send them this book

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by Dr. Colbert

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on the<i> Spiritual Health Zone</i>.

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You can start your own journey

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by taking control.

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And, Tammy,

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I know this will bless people

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as they bless others.

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TAMMY: Absolutely!

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Don't wait another day.

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Don't wait another day

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for your healing.

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Don't wait another day

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to find an altar.

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You get to make one

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right where you're at

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right now.

00:18:36.748 --> 00:18:37.783 align:start line:63% position:10% size:75%
You need to pick up that phone

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or just have someone listen

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on the other end

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while you bow your knees.

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Go to your knees

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and surrender those things.

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You don't even

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have to make sense of it

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but just make that altar

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and ask God

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to meet you right there.

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Talk to him like Mary did,

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and just say, we've got

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to work something out.

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He wants to do that

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in your life.

00:18:59.571 --> 00:19:00.806 align:start line:63% position:10% size:60%
He wants you to be free.

00:19:00.873 --> 00:19:01.974 align:start line:63% position:10% size:30%
He wants you

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to know forgiveness

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and wholeness in your mind,

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in your body,

00:19:05.711 --> 00:19:08.614 align:start line:63% position:10% size:53%
in your spirit today.

00:19:08.680 --> 00:19:09.848 align:start line:63% position:10% size:70%
Take a moment and watch this

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as we continue to help others,

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Randy, find that same healing

00:19:12.885 --> 00:19:15.988 align:start line:63% position:10% size:65%
in their bodies right now.

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<i>The Nile River,</i>

00:19:20.859 --> 00:19:22.794 align:center line:10% position:50% size:43%
<i>the longest river</i>
<i>in the world,</i>

00:19:22.861 --> 00:19:25.063 align:center line:10% position:50% size:65%
<i>long associated with the</i>
<i>biblical stories of Moses,</i>

00:19:25.130 --> 00:19:27.232 align:center line:10% position:50% size:55%
<i>for millions of people</i>
<i>who live in Africa,</i>

00:19:27.299 --> 00:19:30.502 align:center line:10% position:50% size:63%
<i>it is still considered</i>
<i>a primary source of life.</i>

00:19:30.569 --> 00:19:33.438 align:start line:10% position:13% size:73%
<i>But for decades now,</i>
<i>it has also delivered illness</i>

00:19:33.505 --> 00:19:36.275 align:center line:10% position:50% size:45%
<i>and even death due</i>
<i>to contamination.</i>

00:19:36.341 --> 00:19:38.310 align:start line:10% position:28% size:43%
<i>Yet, in countries</i>
<i>like South Sudan,</i>

00:19:38.377 --> 00:19:41.380 align:center line:10% position:50% size:53%
<i>it remains</i>
<i>the main water source</i>
<i>for its people.</i>

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ISAK: I'm here
with this mother.

00:19:43.448 --> 00:19:46.118 align:start line:63% position:33% size:35%
Her name is KK

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and her little baby
is called Alonon.

00:19:48.687 --> 00:19:51.223 align:start line:58% position:30% size:40%
She's just been
explaining to us

00:19:51.290 --> 00:19:53.225 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
how she travels down
to the river here,

00:19:53.292 --> 00:19:55.227 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
her only source
of water.

00:19:55.294 --> 00:19:58.163 align:start line:79% position:18% size:65%
She collects this water
that's in the bottle here.

00:19:58.230 --> 00:20:01.066 align:start line:79% position:20% size:60%
You can see just
how dirty that water is.

00:20:01.133 --> 00:20:03.402 align:start line:79% position:20% size:58%
I can only imagine
how contaminated it is.

00:20:03.468 --> 00:20:05.837 align:start line:79% position:20% size:58%
But what I can tell you
is that I can feel

00:20:05.904 --> 00:20:09.074 align:center line:74% position:50% size:50%
the effects
of the contamination
of this water

00:20:09.141 --> 00:20:11.076 align:center line:79% position:50% size:40%
just by touching
this child.

00:20:11.143 --> 00:20:13.078 align:start line:79% position:20% size:60%
This child is
burning up with a fever.

00:20:13.145 --> 00:20:15.647 align:start line:79% position:18% size:63%
He probably has some form
of waterborne disease

00:20:15.714 --> 00:20:17.649 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
as a result
of the dirty water

00:20:17.716 --> 00:20:20.986 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
that the mother is having
to give to this child.

00:20:21.053 --> 00:20:23.188 align:start line:79% position:18% size:65%
Maybe you don't understand
what's going on here.

00:20:23.255 --> 00:20:27.225 align:start line:79% position:23% size:55%
Maybe you look at this
and you say but how?

00:20:27.292 --> 00:20:29.861 align:start line:79% position:18% size:65%
How does that mother
give her child that water?

00:20:29.928 --> 00:20:34.866 align:start line:79% position:15% size:70%
I would never give my child
water that looked like that.

00:20:34.933 --> 00:20:38.103 align:start line:79% position:30% size:40%
Well, she feels
the same as you.

00:20:38.170 --> 00:20:41.106 align:start line:79% position:15% size:70%
The only difference is
she doesn't have any option.

00:20:41.173 --> 00:20:43.108 align:start line:79% position:23% size:55%
This is the only water
in this area.

00:20:43.175 --> 00:20:46.044 align:start line:79% position:18% size:65%
It is the only water
she can give to her child.

00:20:46.111 --> 00:20:48.680 align:start line:79% position:30% size:38%
And it might be
the very thing

00:20:48.747 --> 00:20:50.682 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
that steals
her child's life.

00:20:50.749 --> 00:20:52.784 align:start line:79% position:23% size:55%
But her child will die
without water.

00:20:52.851 --> 00:20:55.187 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
So water that might
make her child sick

00:20:55.253 --> 00:20:57.189 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
is better
than no water at all.

00:20:57.255 --> 00:20:59.191 align:start line:79% position:18% size:65%
You say,
what do you do about that?

00:20:59.257 --> 00:21:01.193 align:start line:79% position:30% size:38%
I mean
what can we do?

00:21:01.259 --> 00:21:03.195 align:start line:79% position:30% size:38%
How can we help
that mother?

00:21:03.261 --> 00:21:05.197 align:start line:79% position:18% size:65%
How can you rescue
this precious little life?

00:21:05.263 --> 00:21:07.199 align:start line:79% position:33% size:35%
Well,
it is so easy.

00:21:07.265 --> 00:21:10.335 align:start line:79% position:18% size:63%
You see, this one life
can be saved by one gift.

00:21:10.402 --> 00:21:13.472 align:start line:74% position:15% size:68%
And every time
you make that gift,
you're saving another life.

00:21:13.538 --> 00:21:15.474 align:start line:85% position:30% size:40%
As you say, yes!

00:21:15.540 --> 00:21:17.743 align:start line:79% position:23% size:53%
I can save three
or maybe five or ten.

00:21:17.809 --> 00:21:19.778 align:start line:79% position:30% size:40%
What you're
really saying is

00:21:19.845 --> 00:21:21.847 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
I'll save three
little Alonons.

00:21:21.913 --> 00:21:23.849 align:start line:79% position:23% size:53%
I'll help
three mothers like KK

00:21:23.915 --> 00:21:25.851 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
to rescue their child,

00:21:25.917 --> 00:21:28.253 align:center line:79% position:50% size:58%
to give them the option
of clean water,

00:21:28.320 --> 00:21:30.722 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
the option that I have.

00:21:30.789 --> 00:21:33.392 align:start line:79% position:33% size:35%
Please,
help us today.

00:21:33.458 --> 00:21:35.394 align:start line:79% position:25% size:48%
Help KK.
Don't do it for me.

00:21:35.460 --> 00:21:37.562 align:start line:79% position:23% size:53%
Do it for this mother
who loves her child

00:21:37.629 --> 00:21:39.931 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
as much as you
love yours.

00:21:39.998 --> 00:21:42.634 align:start line:79% position:20% size:58%
And do it for this
precious little life --

00:21:42.701 --> 00:21:46.371 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
a life that doesn't
deserve to be stolen

00:21:46.438 --> 00:21:49.775 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
by waterborne disease.

00:21:50.942 --> 00:21:52.110 align:start line:85% position:10% size:55%
RANDY: I know when you

00:21:52.177 --> 00:21:53.245 align:start line:85% position:10% size:53%
see things like that,

00:21:53.311 --> 00:21:54.946 align:start line:85% position:10% size:75%
sometimes it raises questions.

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I've had many questions.

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Years ago,

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when I was in Africa,

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I touched the water.

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You see the dirty water

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but if you touch it,

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it just takes it

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to another level.

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It doesn't smell good.

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You think

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why would you drink it?

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Why don't you

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do something else?

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On other trips

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to Southeast Asia,

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I've seen people trying

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to collect rainwater,

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trying to filter their water.

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Some of them

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may try to boil it,

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and most of them

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don't have something

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they can boil water in.

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The point is, they are doing

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all that they can,

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but at the end of the day,

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they have to drink something.

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And when they have

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no other choice,

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they drink dirty water.

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I think beyond the questions,

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we need to get to answers.

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So my question for you

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would be

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they're doing all they can do,

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are we doing all we can do?

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And Tammy,

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I know the answer

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because we've seen it.

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The answer is simple.

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We go in

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and we drill for water.

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TAMMY: Yes,

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it changes everything, Randy.

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If I were to ask you

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to think about just

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something as you're

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contemplating giving,

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if when I watch that piece

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I think,

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she's no different

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than me or than you.

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She is somebody's daughter.

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She's the mother

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of those children.

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She's fighting hard

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to care for them

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and take care of them

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with whatever means

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that she has.

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And trust me,

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she doesn't have a lot.

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But I've also seen

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those mothers pray daily

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for God's provision,

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believe for God's provision,

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having faith

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for God's provision.

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So she's my sister in Christ.

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She is no different than me.

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She is no different than you.

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She just has a lot less

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than we have.

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So, if you're thinking

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about it right now,

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if you're praying about it,

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I guess that would be my hope

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or my challenge for all of us

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can we do a little something?

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I know we're all struggling

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in a lot of different ways,

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Randy, but could we set

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a little something aside

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for somebody else

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that is doing a lot less

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than we are?

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That's struggling

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a lot more than we are.

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That's what I'd ask you to do

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right now.

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Just take it before the Father

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and pray.

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And then if he is laying

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something on your heart,

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don't hesitate.

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Go to the phone, go online,

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and give whatever gift

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God is asking you to give.

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When you do,

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we want to send you

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Dr. Colbert's brand-new book,

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<i>Spiritual Health Zone</i>.

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Just as you are blessing

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these families,

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these children,

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we want to bless you.

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When we all come together,

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it makes such

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an enormous difference.

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And it is a big gift.

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I want to give them a gift

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not just for a cup or two,

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I want to take a whole rig

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into that village

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and drill them a well,

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that will last for the rest

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of their lives and will change

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everything and give them hope

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and a future.

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It is something

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you can do today,

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I can do today,

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we can do together.

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Let's not hesitate.

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Let's make the difference.

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Do it today!

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<i>You don't have to suffer the</i>
<i>debilitating effects of fear,</i>

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<i>shame, and other</i>
<i>toxic emotions</i>

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<i>that can harm</i>
<i>your health.</i>

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<i>Introducing Dr. Don Colbert's</i>
<i>inspiring new book,</i>

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<i>Spiritual Health Zone,</i>

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<i>"A road map to adding</i>
<i>joy, peace, and years</i>
<i>to your life."</i>

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<i>In its pages,</i>
<i>you'll discover</i>

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<i>how gratitude,</i>
<i>forgiveness, and love</i>

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<i>are keys</i>
<i>to divine health</i>

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<i>that can restore your body,</i>
<i>mind, and spirit.</i>

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<i>Request</i>
<i>Spiritual Health Zone</i>

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<i>with any gift to help drill</i>
<i>350 water wells this year</i>

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<i>that will provide</i>
<i>clean life-giving water</i>

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<i>for thousands of children</i>
<i>and their families.</i>

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DON: Hey!
Dr. Don Colbert here.

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Did you realize that
contaminated drinking water

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is one of
the leading causes

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of death and disease
throughout the world?

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Clean drinking water
is absolutely essential

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to good health.

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That's why I've joined
with <i>Life Today</i>

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in helping drill water wells
throughout the world.

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We've been partners
for years

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and I encourage you
to do the same.

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Give the gift
of clean healthy water.

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God bless you.
Thank you!

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<i>With a gift of $1200</i>

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<i>to help provide water</i>
<i>for 250 people,</i>

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<i>or a gift of $4800</i>

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<i>to help sponsor</i>
<i>a complete well,</i>

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<i>you may also request</i>
<i>our new bronze sculpture,</i>

00:26:20.745 --> 00:26:22.681 align:center line:10% position:40% size:38%
<i>"Lion of Judah"</i>

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<i>inspired by</i>
<i>Revelation 5:5.</i>

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<i>This is the last week</i>

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<i>to request</i>
<i>the Spiritual Health Zone.</i>

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<i>Please call, write,</i>
<i>or make your gift online!</i>

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RANDY: What an opportunity!

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We want you to get into

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the<i> Spiritual Health Zone</i>

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as you help other people

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get into better

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physical health.

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So I pray you will go online,

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go to the phone, and make

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the best gift you can.

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Request

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Dr. Don Colbert's book,

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<i>Spiritual Health Zone</i>.

00:26:49.341 --> 00:26:50.442 align:start line:10% position:10% size:28%
By the way,

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we're going to bring him back.

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Tammy, if anybody out there

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misses any of these programs,

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just go to LifeToday.org.

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They're all right there.

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You can watch them anytime.

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But I'm excited

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to bring them back.

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TAMMY: I'm always happy

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when they're here.

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I can't get enough because

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I feel like I'm getting

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stronger spiritually, and

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physically, and emotionally.

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We love you guys!

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I can't wait

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to talk to you more.

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Thank you for being here.

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Thank you for watching.

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We'll see you next time

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on<i> Life Today</i>!

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<i>Dr. Don Colbert</i>
<i>and his wife Mary</i>

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<i>discuss the impact</i>
<i>that forgiveness has</i>
<i>on your health</i>

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<i>and how you can live</i>
<i>in the Spiritual Health Zone.</i>

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<i>Tomorrow!</i>

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<i>LIFE Today is made</i>
<i>possible by the supporters of</i>
<i>LIFE Outreach International.</i>

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<i>Your gift will be used</i>
<i>exclusively for the exempt</i>
<i>purposes of LIFE.</i>

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<i>The ministry features</i>
<i>specific outreaches</i>

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<i>as examples of the programs</i>
<i>it supports and conducts.</i>

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<i>Gifts are considered</i>
<i>to be without restriction</i>

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<i>as to use unless explicitly</i>
<i>stipulated by the donor.</i>

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<i>The ministry is a member</i>
<i>of the ECFA.</i>


