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<i>Coming up, after losing</i>
<i>her sister at an early age,</i>

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<i>and recently</i>
<i>losing her father,</i>

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<i>Ann Voskamp</i>
<i>clung to Jesus</i>

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<i>by adding up her gifts</i>
<i>and gratitudes.</i>

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&gt;&gt; And to say,
do I really believe that God
is good now in this --

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it is like lightning
has struck your family twice

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in such
a traumatic way.

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But realizing
that grief actually is a fuel

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for so much
gratitude.

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Grief is a sign
that you're missing someone
that you lost.

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RANDY: Welcome to <i>LIFE Today</i>!

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I'm Randy Robison.

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Tammy is with me.

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We're excited because

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Ann Voskamp is back with us.

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We're talking a little bit

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about her new journal.

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It is called

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<i>Gifts and Gratitudes</i>.

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It is based on her year

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of <i>One Thousand Gifts</i>, which

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I know so many of you love.

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So you're going to want

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to pick up this.

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But I'm thrilled

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to have Ann back.

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She is so much fun to talk to.

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TAMMY: I love her

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and I've gotten to do

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one women's event,

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which I can't believe

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it's only been one.

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But I just fell crazy,

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crazy for you;

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for the way

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that you teach the word,

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for your love for Jesus.

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It was infectious.

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So, I'm going to start

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up at the top for those

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who might not know you

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like I know you.

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Can you paint a canvas for us

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of all the different

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life-altering events

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that have shaped you

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and made you

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who you are today?

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ANN: Well, first of all,

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you feel like

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a long-lost soul sister to me

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from the moment,

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I mean we just really

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deeply connected.

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Maybe when you've gone

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through valleys

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you connect with people

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who have gone through

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their valleys of suffering.

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For me, as I opened up

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<i>One Thousand Gifts</i>,

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my first memory is

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I was four years old

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standing at the kitchen sink

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on a chair washing dishes

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beside my mama.

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Out our kitchen window,

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in a farmyard, a service truck

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came into the yard,

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and didn't see

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my 18-month-old baby sister

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toddling after a stray cat.

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Amy was struck and killed

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in front of Mama and I.

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When you're four years old

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and you see something

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so horrific,

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it is deeply formational.

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So by the time I was seven,

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I was diagnosed with ulcers.

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And by the time

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I was in my teens,

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I was cutting

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trying to release the pain.

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By the time

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I was in university,

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I was diagnosed

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with agoraphobia

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and full-blown panic attacks.

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So, fear had formed me

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in so many ways.

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And then I --

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I was saved as a teen

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but sometimes you understand

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the love of God

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only at a cerebral level,

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and it hasn't migrated down

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into the marrow of your bones

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so that you trust him;

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that he is a God of love

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and he is for you

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and he is good

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and he is holding you.

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And then someone dared me

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to pick up a pen.

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She actually told me

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to write down 100 things

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I loved.

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I'm the kind of girl

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that is going to --

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I just write out the things

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I thought I loved.

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What I was doing was

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I was counting all the ways

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that God loves me.

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TAMMY: Did that happen

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right away?

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ANN: No,

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it was in the process

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of writing it down.

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I'm like, wait a second.

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I wrote down the things

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I love but actually,

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these are not things

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that I have conjured up

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on my own,

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these are gifts

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that I'm actually counting.

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I'm counting all the ways

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that God loves me.

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Like scripture tells us,

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perfect love

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casts out all fear.

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Perfect love kicks fear

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to the curb.

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As I started to write down

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the things I was grateful for,

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counting all the ways

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God loves me,

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these one thousand gifts,

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I started to see that

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I was stepping over fear

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and starting to relax

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into the expansiveness

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of God's love

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that was all around me

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everywhere.

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TAMMY: So you felt the shift

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even as you were writing?

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ANN: Not only did I feel

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the shift dramatically,

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but my husband

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felt the shift in me.

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Because I moved

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from living very anxiously --

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actually,

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I moved from living --

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agoraphobia is being afraid

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of being in public spaces

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that you can't escape from.

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I really didn't leave

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the house very much at all.

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When I started to write down

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all the things,

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it was very much like what

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we see the Israelites do

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in the Old Testament

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when they start to remember

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all the ways

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that God loved them

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in the past,

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all the ways

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God's been Jehovah-Jireh

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and provided for them.

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That actually grows

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and builds trust in this God

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who is going to give

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provisions and grace

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and gifts in the future.

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So I actually started

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to pen down the things

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that I was grateful for,

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was growing my trust in God.

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I didn't have to be afraid.

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Fear is this sense that

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I'm going to end up somewhere

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beyond the love of God.

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When you start to count

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all the ways God loves you,

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you realize,

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God's love is infinite.

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I may not end up

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where I expected to be.

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The story might not look

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the way I want it to be,

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but Jehovah-Jireh,

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his presence is going

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to be with me regardless.

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His grace is going

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to carry me through.

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I can relax into his love.

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And really, the answer

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to so much of our anxiousness

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is the adoration of Christ.

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RANDY: It's interesting

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that you said you were formed

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in fear out of the grief,

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the trauma.

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And yet, here you are,

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writing books and journals

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on gratitude.

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ANN: Not my default, Randy.

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RANDY: That's my question.

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Because so many people

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get stuck in that grief

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and disappointment

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a lot of times.

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They can't get

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to the gratitude.

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They will give it lip service

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but not live there.

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What do you say to someone

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who is still

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sort of stuck in that mode?

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ANN: First of all,

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I'm so grateful

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that God is Emanuel,

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that God who is with us,

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and he is El Roi,

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the God who sees us.

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He gives us withness

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and witness

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in the midst of our grief.

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When we look

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at the book of Psalms,

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David is pouring his heart out

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to the Lord

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and he is honest

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about his lament.

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Scripture doesn't go ahead

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and show us David

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kind of putting on a mask

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or a smiley face.

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He howls to God,

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very vulnerably.

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And honestly, he was thinking,

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oh, can you say those things

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out loud to God?

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So God wants us to come

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with our honest lament.

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When we are a people

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of gratitude,

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it is not toxic positivity.

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We come not with complaints.

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Complaints are:

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here, God, I'm so angry

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and you're not a good God,

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and all this.

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Lament comes and says

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I'm in grief, I'm in pain,

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yet you are a good God

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in spite of this.

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The valley I'm in

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is the valley

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of your cupped hands.

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When we give thanks

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we're not saying

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everything is good

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in our lives,

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we are picking up a megaphone

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and declaring God's goodness

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in spite of what's happening

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in our lives.

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It really is.

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So someone in the midst

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of grief,

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God carries a bottle

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to catch every tear.

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Just as we write down

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our gifts to God,

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God also is keeping a count

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and record

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of all of our tears.

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So, we can be honest

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with God

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with all of our laments

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and all of our griefs.

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And grief isn't something

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we get through

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and then move to gratitude.

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We don't compartmentalize

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the two.

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Actually,

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I have found in 2021,

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I lost my father

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in the same farmyard,

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the same way

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my sister was killed,

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crushed, and killed

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underneath a vehicle.

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And to say,

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oh, do I really believe

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that God is good now

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when it feels like lightning

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has struck a family twice,

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in such a traumatic way?

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But realizing that grief

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actually is a fuel

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for so much gratitude.

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Grief is a sign

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that you're missing someone

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that you love.

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Grief is a sign

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that I was so grateful

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for their presence.

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So, grief actually fuels

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the gratitude.

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We're not trying

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to push the grief away

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but to sit with the grief

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and comfort

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by picking up a pen

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and saying, I'm going

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to sit with the grief

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and remember all of the things

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I was grateful for

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about this person

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or this particular situation.

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So grief doesn't ask us --

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gratitude doesn't ask us

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to whitewash away the grief,

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but grief and gratitude

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get to sit together

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before the face of God

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and find healing

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in his presence.

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RANDY: Was this

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a conscious recognition?

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The difference between saying

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oh, everything is good,

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versus, no,

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everything is not good

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but God is good

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and his presence is there

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in the tragedy.

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Because that's a very

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significant difference.

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ANN: It is, and I think

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when we walk alongside David

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in Psalms,

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and we live in the Psalms.

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Scriptures tell us that

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sometimes we don't even know

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how to pray,

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that our spirit just groans.

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We don't have words

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and we're howling.

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There have been not just days,

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but whole seasons

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that I have felt

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a heart howl to the Lord.

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To sit with the Psalms,

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and let those Psalms

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give you words

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for your prayers

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and you're pounding

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on God's chest.

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You see,

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David gives us words

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to go ahead.

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You can be honest about

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how long O Lord, how long?

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Have you abandoned me?

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Have you forsaken me?

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David gives us those words

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and yet Psalm after Psalm

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after Psalm he concludes

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that the steadfast love

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of the Lord

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endures forever.

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And he comes back

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to the position of

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I can give thanks to the Lord.

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God is always good

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and I'm always loved.

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And in his presence

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is fullness of joy.

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Sometimes we want deliverance

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out of our circumstances.

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And what gratitude does is

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it delivers us

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into his presence,

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enter into his presence

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with thanksgiving.

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The ultimate deliverance

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comes from being delivered

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out of the depths of despair

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into his very presence,

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and there is healing.

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So no, it is a process

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for all of us.

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I always think

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it is like layers of an onion.

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Okay, like I've got this.

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Okay, now we go

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to another layer.

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But I think when we live

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in His Word

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and steep in His Word,

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especially the Psalms,

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gives us language for grief

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and gratitude

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before the heart of God.

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RANDY: Yeah.

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There is always that pain

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he expresses,

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and then the word "but,"

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or "and yet"

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and then the promise.

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ANN: I think in the heart

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of all people

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who are wholeheartedly living,

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those two chambers,

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it is grief and gratitude

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together.

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It is joy and pain together.

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That is the wholeness of life

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in a broken world.

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And we trust

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that because of the cross,

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Jesus is ushering in

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the kingdom of God

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that is making

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all the sad things

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come untrue.

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He is redeeming all things

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in his time and in his way

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and I can trust him.

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TAMMY: I think

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one of the gifts

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that you give to me

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in this conversation

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is also realizing

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the gift of journaling

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and being able to write down

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what you're feeling,

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being honest about it,

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and bringing it

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before the Lord.

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And then also,

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maybe mirror that with okay,

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here is my suffering,

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here is what I'm dealing with

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today.

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But then find something

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to be grateful for even in it.

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In it, in the moment.

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So how do we --

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or is that a good way

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for us to find God

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in the moments of our stories?

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ANN: I think it is John Piper,

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he has this little poem

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I think of so many times

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when I pick up a pen

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after I've read scripture

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in the morning.

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He says, "I do not know

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how the light is shed

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or to understand this lens,

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I only know

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that there are eyes

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in pencils and in pens."

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TAMMY: Ooh! I love that.

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ANN: When you pick up a pen

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and I start to write,

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you start to see

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things differently

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which makes sense.

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We are made by the word.

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We're not just made up

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of atoms.

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We're made by the word,

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you are made for words.

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We're made to steep

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in His Word

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and then we pick up a pen

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and start to write down

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where our hearts intersect

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with God's heart.

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So, when you pick up a pen

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and you open up

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a gratitude journal,

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and the reason I love this

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particular gratitude journal

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is that it is formatted

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such that --

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TAMMY: Tell us about this.

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ANN: It is exciting.

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It is formatted so that this

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is the sixth of the month.

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You would write down

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the three things

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you're grateful for

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on January 6th.

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And then you're going to go

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through this entire journal

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and then circle back

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so that on February the 6th

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you are on the same page.

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So each day

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when you write down

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you're saying

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what am I grateful for

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on this day of the month,

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from the previous month?

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It is a built-in way

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of remembering

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the goodness of God.

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When you pick up

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a gratitude journal

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and you're just

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writing down the things

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you're grateful for,

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it is not a built-in format

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to review and recount

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and recollect.

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I love it when I write down,

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oh these are things

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I'm grateful for.

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Oh! Where was I in September?

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Where was I back in August?

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God is writing a good

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and faithful story in my life.

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When I recount

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all of the ways

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God has been faithful

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in the past,

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I'm growing my trust and --

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count on in the future.

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So something really beautiful

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and sacred and holy to say,

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oh! I'm grateful

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for this today.

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Actually,

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I was thinking of Branson

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and I'm realizing,

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oh I'm grateful being here.

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Branson must, oh my goodness,

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the Lord has had me

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in the same place

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four months ago.

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Oh look, God is writing

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a redemptive story

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because sometimes in our lives

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I don't see the hand of God.

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But that's why when you see

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all the way through scripture

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the Israelites,

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they go ahead and recount,

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they remember.

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Because in the midst

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of remembering

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the goodness of God,

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on this day of the month

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and all the previous months,

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when we are being

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literally re-membered,

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put back together

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in the midst

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of our brokenness.

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We see all --

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God is picking up

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all the pieces and

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writing a redemptive story.

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So there is something

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very, very powerful

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to be a people of remembrance.

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Do we have a rhythm of life

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and a way of life that

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allows us to keep remembering

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the goodness of God,

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which re-members, and puts

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back our broken hearts?

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TAMMY: That's important

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for me.

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I don't know, Randy,

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if you feel the same.

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But I think

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what I hear you saying

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and what resonates with me is

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if I happen to hit a bump

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in the road,

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and today is a hard day,

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and something has just

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punched me in the gut,

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I've lost my breath

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and I'm on my knees

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and I'm asking God,

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where are you today?

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And I can't find you.

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I can't find you.

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I don't know where you are

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and I can't hear you.

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I think people get

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into those places.

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So I think

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what this would mean

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to my spirit

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is that I could say even,

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if I don't feel God right now,

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I'm numb.

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Let me go back.

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Let me go back --

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ANN: To this day.

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I have a pen.

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TAMMY: Yes,

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and see and read.

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ANN: On this day

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the sixth day of December,

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the sixth day of November,

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the sixth day of October,

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look at how God came through.

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TAMMY: God has come through

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and God is good.

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So he will come through today.

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But just stay

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and remain faithful,

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and trust God

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with the pieces of your heart

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because he holds them

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so close.

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And he's always been good,

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even if life

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has not been good.

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ANN: And what I love too,

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on each day it has

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all these scripture verses.

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When you can't remember

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anything to thank God for,

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can I just copy out the verse?

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Can I copy out

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the promises of God?

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His promises are yes and amen.

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Or at the back,

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we have a little pocket

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that you can go ahead

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and stick your pictures in.

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TAMMY: I did not see that!

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ANN: Yes, so I carry

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the pictures around of things

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that I'm grateful for.

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So when I can't remember,

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I have all these pictures

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or ticket stubs or something.

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Look, God has been so good,

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and so faithful.

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He will continue

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to write a good story

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for my healing

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and his ultimate glory.

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TAMMY: You look like,

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it seems like,

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you found the way

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to live life fully.

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Do you feel

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like you're there?

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ANN: Oh, I think

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we're all on a journey

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all of the time.

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But I think --

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the people of God are Jewish,

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that come from Judah.

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Judah is related

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to the Hebrew word

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for thanksgiving, "todah."

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"Todah" and "Judah"

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come from the same root.

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The people of God,

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the Jewish people

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are meant to be

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a people of thanksgiving.

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When we know we are on

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the way, do we have

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a practice and a way of life

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that keeps us giving thanks?

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Because we ultimately

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don't give thanks

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for the things

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we've been given,

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we give thanks

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because we get to be

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in the presence of God.

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Enter into his courts

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with thanksgiving.

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And the message says,

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the password,

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enter with the password:

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Thanksgiving.

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Thanks.

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So when we go ahead,

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a lot of things

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can be messy in our lives

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but there is always,

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always, always something

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to be grateful for,

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ultimately, the cross.

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If we can't think of anything

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in our lives circumstantially,

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turn our eyes back to Jesus

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and write down

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all of the riches

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we have in Christ.

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And when we live

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in a posture of thanksgiving,

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we get more of Jesus himself.

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RANDY: What's interesting

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is the Israelites

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were commanded to build

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those Ebenezer stones.

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Right?

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That was a visual,

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physical reminder

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because we do forget.

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And God was like --

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ANN: We are a people

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who are constantly forgetting.

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RANDY: Take the time,

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build something

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so you'll remember.

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There is nothing sacred

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about the stones,

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it is about the remembering

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of who is behind them.

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To me it says

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that gratefulness doesn't

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necessarily just arrive,

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it has to be cultivated.

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ANN: Yes!

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With an intentionality,

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with a rhythm.

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Because

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what we ultimately need

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is a gratitude muscle

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so that when the crises hit,

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we remember, oh!

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I know what to do

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in a stressful situation.

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I pick up a pen

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and start seeing, looking,

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and turning my eyes,

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it's eye practice again.

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Training what

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I'm going to look for.

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Looking for the gifts

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and the graces of God

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so that I know what to do

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in the midst of the crisis.

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I will continue to give thanks

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to the Lord

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and look for his goodness.

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Because ultimately,

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when we lead with gratitude,

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we have this attitude

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that everything comes after

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the goodness of God first.

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RANDY: So good! So good.

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You may not be there

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right now.

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If you want

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to pick up the phone

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and call somebody

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who will pray with you

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and encourage you,

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do that right now.

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We have a telephone number.

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We have Christians,

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people who love God,

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that will pray with you,

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that will help you

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turn your eyes,

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help you start

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to cultivate gratitude.

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Look, it is a journey.

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You're not just going to --

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you don't just go,

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okay, I'm there.

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And you know what?

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We're here for each other.

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That's why we have this.

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We can also pick up the book,

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<i>Gifts and Gratitudes</i>.

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And Tammy, we can get that

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in people's hands today.

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TAMMY: Oh! I would love

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to be able to do that.

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I think, Randy,

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just as growing our faith,

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I think it is the practice

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of even journaling.

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My father has been a journaler

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since I was a little kid;

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thousands and thousands

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and thousands of books.

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He will tell you

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how many squirrels

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he hunted today.

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How many fish he caught,

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very specific.

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But I love that.

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It's been

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a great example to me.

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There's so much life

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that comes from writing down

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what's going on in your life,

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and you will find

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the absolute lover

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of your soul.

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I think you'll be able

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to work through that.

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I would love, we would all

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love to get you this book.

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So if you're able to come

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alongside us and help us

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with this fantastic mission

00:19:34.039 --> 00:19:35.107 align:start line:63% position:10% size:43%
that we're doing,

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we're going to get it out

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to you right away.

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But first,

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take a minute and watch this.

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We'll come out on the other

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side and I'll tell you how

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you can pick up this book.

00:19:45.884 --> 00:19:48.820 align:start line:79% position:15% size:70%
&gt;&gt; When I experienced
what we have seen this week,

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my heart
was broken.

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&gt;&gt; The major cause of death
from sicknesses

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have been
the issue of water.

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JOHN: Hawa, do you know
personally of someone

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who has lost their life
to this water?

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JOHN:
I'm so sorry.

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I'm so sorry for
the loss of your children

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because I know
that in most cases

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it's like we're all
losing our children here.

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The village children
are all of our children.

00:21:05.797 --> 00:21:07.733 align:start line:79% position:30% size:38%
So, you've been
watching us

00:21:07.799 --> 00:21:09.868 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
as we're sitting here
next to this water source

00:21:09.935 --> 00:21:11.870 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
that you can
obviously see

00:21:11.937 --> 00:21:15.240 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
as just absolutely
tainted and deadly.

00:21:15.307 --> 00:21:17.242 align:start line:79% position:33% size:35%
It is a tragic
problem.

00:21:17.309 --> 00:21:19.244 align:start line:79% position:33% size:33%
But we know
the solution.

00:21:19.311 --> 00:21:21.246 align:start line:79% position:18% size:63%
With your help,
we can make a difference.

00:21:21.313 --> 00:21:23.248 align:start line:79% position:25% size:50%
With your help
with Water for LIFE,

00:21:23.315 --> 00:21:25.250 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
we can assure
this village

00:21:25.317 --> 00:21:27.252 align:center line:79% position:50% size:63%
will not have to worry
about waterborne illness.

00:21:27.319 --> 00:21:29.254 align:start line:79% position:28% size:45%
They can have
fresh clean water,

00:21:29.321 --> 00:21:32.090 align:center line:85% position:50% size:48%
the Water for LIFE.

00:21:38.630 --> 00:21:40.432 align:start line:85% position:10% size:63%
TAMMY: Just as John said,

00:21:40.499 --> 00:21:42.367 align:start line:85% position:10% size:38%
I feel the same

00:21:42.434 --> 00:21:44.870 align:start line:85% position:10% size:75%
every time I go into a village

00:21:44.936 --> 00:21:46.138 align:start line:85% position:10% size:45%
that is suffering,

00:21:46.204 --> 00:21:47.372 align:start line:85% position:10% size:48%
that is struggling,

00:21:47.439 --> 00:21:48.707 align:start line:85% position:10% size:65%
where there has been death

00:21:48.774 --> 00:21:50.208 align:start line:85% position:10% size:75%
because of their water source.

00:21:50.275 --> 00:21:52.411 align:start line:85% position:10% size:25%
I'm sorry.

00:21:52.477 --> 00:21:55.480 align:start line:85% position:10% size:33%
I'm so sorry.

00:21:55.547 --> 00:21:56.748 align:start line:85% position:10% size:45%
And then I realize

00:21:56.815 --> 00:21:58.116 align:start line:85% position:10% size:48%
before I leave that

00:21:58.183 --> 00:22:00.852 align:start line:85% position:10% size:73%
I have to be more than sorry,

00:22:00.919 --> 00:22:03.021 align:start line:85% position:10% size:58%
I have to do something,

00:22:03.088 --> 00:22:04.256 align:start line:85% position:10% size:33%
especially if

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it's been presented to me

00:22:05.457 --> 00:22:08.026 align:start line:85% position:10% size:68%
and now I know the problem.

00:22:08.093 --> 00:22:10.328 align:start line:85% position:10% size:45%
As a child of God,

00:22:10.395 --> 00:22:12.264 align:start line:85% position:10% size:60%
I feel like he shows me,

00:22:12.330 --> 00:22:13.699 align:start line:85% position:10% size:53%
he gives me pictures,

00:22:13.765 --> 00:22:15.367 align:start line:85% position:10% size:60%
and he gives me glimpses

00:22:15.434 --> 00:22:16.935 align:start line:85% position:10% size:58%
of needs all around me.

00:22:17.002 --> 00:22:18.236 align:start line:85% position:10% size:45%
This is one today.

00:22:18.303 --> 00:22:19.538 align:start line:85% position:10% size:55%
That is the first time

00:22:19.604 --> 00:22:21.573 align:start line:85% position:10% size:75%
I've seen that along with you.

00:22:21.640 --> 00:22:23.408 align:start line:85% position:10% size:38%
So I've seen it

00:22:23.475 --> 00:22:24.843 align:start line:85% position:10% size:40%
and I have to be

00:22:24.910 --> 00:22:26.211 align:start line:85% position:10% size:40%
more than sorry.

00:22:26.278 --> 00:22:27.713 align:start line:85% position:10% size:58%
I have to do something.

00:22:27.779 --> 00:22:29.081 align:start line:85% position:10% size:73%
Here's the beauty of the hope

00:22:29.147 --> 00:22:30.816 align:start line:85% position:10% size:30%
that I feel.

00:22:30.882 --> 00:22:32.217 align:start line:85% position:10% size:50%
I've also been there

00:22:32.284 --> 00:22:33.385 align:start line:85% position:10% size:55%
when we have been able

00:22:33.452 --> 00:22:34.553 align:start line:85% position:10% size:40%
to do something.

00:22:34.619 --> 00:22:35.854 align:start line:85% position:10% size:58%
Just as you saw with me

00:22:35.921 --> 00:22:37.155 align:start line:85% position:10% size:30%
right there,

00:22:37.222 --> 00:22:39.224 align:start line:58% position:10% size:63%
we can do something today

00:22:39.291 --> 00:22:40.659 align:start line:58% position:10% size:23%
right now

00:22:40.726 --> 00:22:42.094 align:start line:58% position:10% size:65%
for more than one village.

00:22:42.160 --> 00:22:44.262 align:start line:58% position:10% size:60%
We can do many villages.

00:22:44.329 --> 00:22:45.397 align:start line:58% position:10% size:65%
Do you know there are more

00:22:45.464 --> 00:22:47.265 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
than 800 million people

00:22:47.332 --> 00:22:48.834 align:start line:58% position:10% size:35%
without access

00:22:48.900 --> 00:22:50.335 align:start line:58% position:10% size:60%
to clean drinking water?

00:22:50.402 --> 00:22:51.870 align:start line:58% position:10% size:25%
That seems

00:22:51.937 --> 00:22:53.538 align:start line:58% position:10% size:68%
like a humanitarian crisis.

00:22:53.605 --> 00:22:55.173 align:start line:58% position:10% size:33%
RANDY: It is.

00:22:55.240 --> 00:22:56.475 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
It doesn't matter where

00:22:56.541 --> 00:22:58.343 align:start line:58% position:10% size:70%
we've gone over decades now,

00:22:58.410 --> 00:22:59.411 align:start line:58% position:10% size:50%
we've been out there

00:22:59.478 --> 00:23:00.712 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
in different countries,

00:23:00.779 --> 00:23:02.080 align:start line:58% position:10% size:65%
and we hear these stories,

00:23:02.147 --> 00:23:03.582 align:start line:58% position:10% size:73%
the same thing over and over.

00:23:03.648 --> 00:23:07.219 align:start line:58% position:10% size:75%
And the solution is so simple!

00:23:07.285 --> 00:23:08.386 align:start line:58% position:10% size:35%
So many of you

00:23:08.453 --> 00:23:10.689 align:start line:58% position:10% size:73%
have joined us over the years

00:23:10.756 --> 00:23:12.357 align:start line:58% position:10% size:55%
in providing that well

00:23:12.424 --> 00:23:13.725 align:start line:58% position:10% size:38%
where we go in.

00:23:13.792 --> 00:23:14.893 align:start line:58% position:10% size:33%
We drill deep

00:23:14.960 --> 00:23:16.495 align:start line:58% position:10% size:60%
down to the clean water,

00:23:16.561 --> 00:23:17.996 align:start line:58% position:10% size:23%
the water

00:23:18.063 --> 00:23:19.397 align:start line:58% position:10% size:60%
that will give them life

00:23:19.464 --> 00:23:21.967 align:start line:58% position:10% size:75%
instead of taking their lives.

00:23:22.033 --> 00:23:23.235 align:start line:58% position:10% size:40%
We put in a well

00:23:23.301 --> 00:23:24.603 align:start line:58% position:10% size:53%
that is going to last

00:23:24.669 --> 00:23:25.904 align:start line:58% position:10% size:55%
typically, a lifetime,

00:23:25.971 --> 00:23:28.106 align:start line:58% position:10% size:73%
about seven years on average.

00:23:28.173 --> 00:23:29.407 align:start line:58% position:10% size:45%
And we've seen it.

00:23:29.474 --> 00:23:30.509 align:start line:58% position:10% size:40%
We've been there

00:23:30.575 --> 00:23:31.676 align:start line:58% position:10% size:43%
with the children

00:23:31.743 --> 00:23:32.811 align:start line:58% position:10% size:40%
when they dance,

00:23:32.878 --> 00:23:33.979 align:start line:58% position:10% size:50%
when they celebrate,

00:23:34.045 --> 00:23:35.247 align:start line:58% position:10% size:50%
and what a beautiful

00:23:35.313 --> 00:23:36.515 align:start line:58% position:10% size:45%
celebration it is!

00:23:36.581 --> 00:23:38.583 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
You make that possible.

00:23:38.650 --> 00:23:40.285 align:start line:58% position:10% size:60%
But as you've just seen,

00:23:40.352 --> 00:23:41.720 align:start line:58% position:10% size:55%
and as Tammy has seen,

00:23:41.787 --> 00:23:43.321 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
as all of us have seen,

00:23:43.388 --> 00:23:46.992 align:start line:58% position:10% size:60%
there is still a crisis.

00:23:47.058 --> 00:23:49.094 align:start line:58% position:10% size:55%
There is still a need.

00:23:49.161 --> 00:23:50.862 align:start line:58% position:10% size:38%
But guess what?

00:23:50.929 --> 00:23:53.665 align:start line:58% position:10% size:63%
You are still the answer.

00:23:53.732 --> 00:23:54.833 align:start line:58% position:10% size:43%
It's very simple.

00:23:54.900 --> 00:23:56.902 align:start line:58% position:10% size:73%
Let me break it down for you.

00:23:57.235 --> 00:23:58.303 align:start line:10% position:10% size:58%
A gift of $48 right now

00:23:58.370 --> 00:24:00.639 align:start line:10% position:10% size:58%
will provide ten people

00:24:00.705 --> 00:24:01.840 align:start line:10% position:10% size:63%
with clean drinking water

00:24:01.907 --> 00:24:03.141 align:start line:10% position:10% size:38%
for a lifetime.

00:24:03.208 --> 00:24:04.409 align:start line:10% position:10% size:30%
That's based

00:24:04.476 --> 00:24:05.644 align:start line:10% position:10% size:48%
on the average cost

00:24:05.710 --> 00:24:06.945 align:start line:10% position:10% size:45%
of a complete well

00:24:07.012 --> 00:24:08.146 align:start line:10% position:10% size:45%
being about $4800.

00:24:08.213 --> 00:24:09.347 align:start line:10% position:10% size:48%
When we look around

00:24:09.414 --> 00:24:10.482 align:start line:10% position:10% size:50%
the various nations,

00:24:10.549 --> 00:24:12.751 align:start line:10% position:10% size:55%
350 wells are the goal

00:24:12.818 --> 00:24:13.952 align:start line:10% position:10% size:35%
for this year.

00:24:14.019 --> 00:24:15.187 align:start line:10% position:10% size:28%
By the way,

00:24:15.253 --> 00:24:16.288 align:start line:10% position:10% size:60%
I'd love to exceed that.

00:24:16.354 --> 00:24:17.455 align:start line:10% position:10% size:50%
But we're looking at

00:24:17.522 --> 00:24:18.590 align:start line:10% position:10% size:25%
350 wells,

00:24:18.657 --> 00:24:19.758 align:start line:10% position:10% size:55%
an average $4800 cost.

00:24:19.825 --> 00:24:20.892 align:start line:10% position:10% size:53%
Some of you can drill

00:24:20.959 --> 00:24:22.027 align:start line:10% position:10% size:63%
a whole well, by the way,

00:24:22.093 --> 00:24:23.195 align:start line:10% position:10% size:48%
if you can do that,

00:24:23.261 --> 00:24:24.696 align:start line:10% position:10% size:70%
I would highly encourage it.

00:24:24.763 --> 00:24:26.031 align:start line:10% position:10% size:38%
You will change

00:24:26.097 --> 00:24:27.232 align:start line:10% position:10% size:38%
a whole village

00:24:27.299 --> 00:24:28.633 align:start line:10% position:10% size:38%
for a lifetime.

00:24:28.700 --> 00:24:29.835 align:start line:10% position:10% size:50%
You won't be hearing

00:24:29.901 --> 00:24:30.902 align:start line:10% position:10% size:28%
the stories

00:24:30.969 --> 00:24:32.037 align:start line:10% position:10% size:50%
like you heard today

00:24:32.103 --> 00:24:33.271 align:start line:10% position:10% size:50%
out of those places.

00:24:33.338 --> 00:24:34.406 align:start line:10% position:10% size:75%
But maybe with a gift of $144,

00:24:34.472 --> 00:24:35.674 align:start line:10% position:10% size:50%
you'll provide water

00:24:35.740 --> 00:24:36.808 align:start line:10% position:10% size:35%
for 30 people.

00:24:36.875 --> 00:24:38.210 align:start line:10% position:10% size:50%
Whatever you can do,

00:24:38.276 --> 00:24:41.646 align:start line:10% position:10% size:55%
join us in giving life

00:24:41.713 --> 00:24:42.914 align:start line:10% position:10% size:23%
to others

00:24:42.981 --> 00:24:44.382 align:start line:10% position:10% size:58%
through Water for LIFE.

00:24:44.449 --> 00:24:47.686 align:start line:10% position:10% size:63%
Your gift today right now

00:24:47.752 --> 00:24:49.221 align:start line:10% position:10% size:58%
will make a difference.

00:24:49.287 --> 00:24:51.156 align:start line:10% position:10% size:53%
It will go a long way

00:24:51.223 --> 00:24:53.425 align:start line:10% position:10% size:40%
to saving lives.

00:24:53.491 --> 00:24:55.060 align:start line:10% position:10% size:70%
So please pick up the phone,

00:24:55.126 --> 00:24:56.361 align:start line:10% position:10% size:48%
go online, and make

00:24:56.428 --> 00:24:58.463 align:start line:10% position:10% size:55%
the best gift you can.

00:24:59.497 --> 00:25:01.766 align:start line:10% position:25% size:50%
<i>Every day, thousands</i>
<i>of lives are lost</i>

00:25:01.833 --> 00:25:03.768 align:center line:10% position:50% size:55%
<i>to waterborne disease,</i>

00:25:03.835 --> 00:25:05.770 align:center line:10% position:50% size:60%
<i>and nearly half of those</i>
<i>are children</i>

00:25:05.837 --> 00:25:07.772 align:center line:10% position:50% size:33%
<i>under the age</i>
<i>of five.</i>

00:25:07.839 --> 00:25:09.774 align:start line:10% position:30% size:40%
<i>Through Mission:</i>
<i>Water for LIFE</i>

00:25:09.841 --> 00:25:12.477 align:center line:10% position:50% size:63%
<i>you can give mothers hope</i>
<i>and children a future</i>

00:25:12.544 --> 00:25:14.713 align:center line:10% position:50% size:50%
<i>as we provide clean,</i>
<i>life-giving water</i>

00:25:14.779 --> 00:25:17.015 align:center line:10% position:50% size:63%
<i>for thousands of children</i>
<i>and their families</i>

00:25:17.082 --> 00:25:19.784 align:center line:10% position:50% size:53%
<i>before it's too late.</i>

00:25:19.851 --> 00:25:22.387 align:start line:10% position:23% size:53%
<i>With your gift today,</i>
<i>you can help drill</i>

00:25:22.454 --> 00:25:25.023 align:center line:10% position:50% size:65%
<i>and establish</i>
<i>350 water wells this year.</i>

00:25:25.090 --> 00:25:27.025 align:center line:10% position:30% size:40%
<i>Your gift of $24</i>

00:25:27.092 --> 00:25:29.094 align:center line:10% position:50% size:73%
<i>will help provide clean water</i>
<i>for five children.</i>

00:25:29.160 --> 00:25:31.696 align:start line:10% position:10% size:65%
<i>A gift of $48</i>
<i>will help provide for ten.</i>

00:25:31.763 --> 00:25:34.099 align:center line:10% position:33% size:43%
<i>And $144</i>
<i>will help provide</i>

00:25:34.165 --> 00:25:36.234 align:center line:10% position:33% size:43%
<i>life-giving water</i>
<i>for 30 people</i>

00:25:36.301 --> 00:25:38.370 align:center line:10% position:30% size:38%
<i>for a lifetime.</i>

00:25:38.436 --> 00:25:40.372 align:start line:10% position:23% size:35%
<i>With a gift</i>
<i>of any amount,</i>

00:25:40.438 --> 00:25:42.374 align:center line:10% position:50% size:65%
<i>we'll send you</i>
<i>Dr. Don Colbert's new book</i>

00:25:42.440 --> 00:25:44.376 align:center line:10% position:38% size:55%
<i>Spiritual Health Zone.</i>

00:25:44.442 --> 00:25:46.378 align:start line:10% position:18% size:65%
<i>Discover the key to living</i>
<i>in divine health</i>

00:25:46.444 --> 00:25:48.380 align:center line:10% position:50% size:28%
<i>as you find</i>
<i>a roadmap</i>

00:25:48.446 --> 00:25:51.683 align:center line:10% position:50% size:58%
<i>to adding joy, peace,</i>
<i>and years to your life.</i>

00:25:51.750 --> 00:25:54.252 align:center line:10% position:30% size:40%
<i>With your gift</i>
<i>of $100 or more,</i>

00:25:54.319 --> 00:25:56.254 align:center line:10% position:35% size:48%
<i>you may request the</i>

00:25:56.321 --> 00:25:58.390 align:center line:10% position:38% size:53%
<i>"He Restores My Soul"</i>
<i>candle set.</i>

00:25:58.456 --> 00:26:00.392 align:start line:58% position:10% size:55%
<i>This decorative candle</i>
<i>and match set</i>

00:26:00.458 --> 00:26:02.394 align:center line:58% position:38% size:40%
<i>will inspire you</i>
<i>to remember</i>

00:26:02.460 --> 00:26:04.696 align:center line:58% position:38% size:55%
<i>the restoring presence</i>
<i>of Jesus,</i>

00:26:04.763 --> 00:26:07.499 align:center line:58% position:33% size:35%
<i>the true light</i>
<i>of the world.</i>

00:26:07.565 --> 00:26:10.302 align:start line:10% position:20% size:60%
<i>Finally, please consider</i>
<i>a gift of $1200</i>

00:26:10.368 --> 00:26:13.138 align:center line:10% position:50% size:53%
<i>to help provide water</i>
<i>for 250 people</i>

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<i>or a gift of $4800</i>

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<i>to help sponsor</i>
<i>a complete well,</i>

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<i>and request our new</i>
<i>bronze sculpture,</i>

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<i>"Lion of Judah"</i>

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<i>inspired by</i>
<i>Revelation 5:5.</i>

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<i>Please call, write, or make</i>
<i>your gift online today!</i>

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RANDY: I hope you are

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able to go online

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or go to the phone.

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Make the best gift you can.

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You can make

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such a difference.

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Let me tell you,

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those people

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who receive the blessings,

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the gifts that you give,

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they are grateful.

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We could cultivate gratitude

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in so many people.

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You can cultivate it

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in your heart today

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when you request

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Ann Voskamp's book

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with your gift.

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What a blessing!

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TAMMY: I love it.

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<i>Gifts and Gratitudes</i>:

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"A year of a thousand gifts."

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I can't imagine

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getting a thousand gifts.

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That seems fun!

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You seem fun!

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I love you, sister.

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Thank you so much

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for being here.

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Will you come back?

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ANN: Oh, my goodness! Yes!

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TAMMY: Count me as a gift

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on your list?

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ANN: Yes! A thousand times.

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TAMMY: Sounds good!

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We'll do another show.

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We'll see you next time

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on<i> Life Today</i>!

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♪

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♪

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♪

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&gt;&gt; We can find
a place of hope

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even within the hurt
and begin to heal.

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<i>Finding Treasures</i>
<i>in the Dark. </i>Tomorrow!

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<i>LIFE Today is made</i>
<i>possible by the supporters of</i>
<i>LIFE Outreach International.</i>

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<i>Your gift will be used</i>
<i>exclusively for the exempt</i>
<i>purposes of LIFE.</i>

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<i>The ministry features</i>
<i>specific outreaches</i>

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<i>as examples of the programs</i>
<i>it supports and conducts.</i>

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<i>Gifts are considered</i>
<i>to be without restriction</i>

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<i>as to use unless explicitly</i>
<i>stipulated by the donor.</i>

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<i>The ministry is a member</i>
<i>of the ECFA.</i>


