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<i>Coming up</i>
<i>on Life Today!</i>

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<i>Through her own</i>
<i>experiences of suffering</i>

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<i>and feeling</i>
<i>the silence of God,</i>

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<i>Susie Larson</i>
<i>has learned</i>

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<i>that Jesus is closer</i>
<i>than your next breath.</i>

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&gt;&gt; When God breaks through
into the natural circumstances

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he's trying to bring
a greater revelation

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of your identity
or his Lordship

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or the calling and purposes
on your life.

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But when you encounter God
and it's so life-changing,

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you get
a little panicky

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when you go
through a silent season.

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♪

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RANDY: Welcome to <i>LIFE Today</i>.

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I am Randy Robison,

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and I am here

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to encourage you.

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You might be watching

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right now

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because you're going

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through some difficulties,

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or you've been through

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some traumatic things.

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You might be wondering,

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where's God?

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Are you even there?

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I need to tell you something,

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you're not alone

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and I mean that

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in two different ways.

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I mean that first of all,

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you're not alone

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because God is with you.

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You may not see it

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but I'm telling you he is.

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And I'm also saying that

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because you're not

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the only one

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to feel that way.

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A lot of people

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have felt that way,

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and a lot of people

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feel that way right now.

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That's why I'm here

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to go back a few months

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to a program

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that my parents did

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with a woman

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named Susie Larson.

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Susie has experienced

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a lot of things physically

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and emotionally.

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There has been some abuse.

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There's just been a lot.

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There's been

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the kinds of things

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that you don't really want

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to live in,

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the kinds of things

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you'd rather forget,

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the kinds of things

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you want to get over

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and get healed from

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and move on from.

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But it was in those moments

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that she realized

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that God is not just with her

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but he's,

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as her book title says,

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<i>Closer Than Your Next Breath</i>.

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So, here's my

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question for you.

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Are you having trouble

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just breathing right now?

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Do you wonder if God

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really is out there?

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Well, I want you to watch this

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and listen as God tells you,

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yeah, I'm closer

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than your next breath.

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Enjoy this encouragement

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with Susie Larson.

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Susie, we're glad to have you.

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SUSIE: So honored

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to be back with you.

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Thank you for having me.

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JAMES: Do you know

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how many years now

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you've been coming here?

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SUSIE: I think the first time

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I came was 20 years ago.

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So yeah, thank you!

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It's amazing

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you keep inviting me back.

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So thank you.

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JAMES: We'll never stop

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because you'll just continue

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to inspire us all.

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For 30 years, you have been

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under attack physically.

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Did the attacks start

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30 years ago?

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Did it intensify or start

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with Lyme disease?

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Because I know

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you have Lyme disease

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which is just one

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of the most confusing,

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strange, dangerous,

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and deadly diseases

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that can come from a tick.

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Is that where

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most of it started?

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SUSIE: I would have to say,

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I'd have to back up

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and I've told parts

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of this story

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maybe on past shows with you

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but I often say

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that the enemy

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sees your potential

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long before you ever do.

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And you can just go back

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to your childhood

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and you see

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this threat against you.

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It's so connected

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to your threat to him

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and he will go after you

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before you even know

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that you have a target

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on your back.

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So I would say as a child

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raised in a denomination,

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I knew God was real

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but I didn't know

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Jesus was accessible.

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I didn't have the gospel

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preached to me

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or anything like that.

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And at nine years old,

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I suffered a sexual assault

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at the hands of teenage boys.

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I didn't tell anybody

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about that

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because my dad was the mayor

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of our city.

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I was so confused

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about whose fault that was.

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I just absorbed it

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and basically, insecurity,

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a spirit of fear,

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all those things, really

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were so big for me.

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Ten years old,

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I was walking home from school

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and I was jumped

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by a different group of boys

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in our suburb

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and beaten terribly.

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They punched me, kicked me,

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and pulled fistfuls

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of hair out.

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And when I got up

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from that beating,

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I heard in my ear,

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not audibly but

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it might as well have been,

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I can get you anytime,

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anywhere,

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and God will never stop me.

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So as a little girl,

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I knew God was real

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and at that moment

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I knew the devil was real.

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When I came to Christ

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in eighth or ninth grade,

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it would be even going

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into my young adult years

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as a young married woman,

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I knew I was saved,

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once I became a Christian,

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I didn't know I was loved.

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So that's probably true

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for a lot of believers,

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even seasoned believers

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may know they're saved

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but they don't know

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they're loved.

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If you don't have

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that resolved

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and you have a lot of trauma,

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and the enemy will go after

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every one of God's children,

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you won't always resolve

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those things

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in light of God's love,

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you'll be tempted

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to accuse God of things

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that the devil is guilty of.

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And for me,

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as I was telling you

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before the show,

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during our third pregnancy,

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I was on bed rest

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for six months.

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Prior to that, I was serving

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on five committees at church

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because even though

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I was saved

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I didn't know I was loved.

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So what you do

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when that's the case

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is you use your time,

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treasure, and talents

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to prove something

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Jesus has already proven.

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So I was super Christian

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because I was so grateful.

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But I felt like

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I had things to pay back

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and I had things to earn.

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So to go out to bedrest

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was a nightmare come true

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because everybody

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was doing favors for us,

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they were getting tired

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on my behalf,

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and it confronted

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all my insecurities.

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So when the doctor let me up

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for one day,

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I'd been in bed

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for three months,

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with a one

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and a three-year-old.

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And one was strong-willed

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so not everybody wanted

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to watch him when they offered

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to babysit my kids.

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I was allowed up for one day

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because I hadn't contracted

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in a couple of days

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and the doctor said,

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"Let's just see how you do."

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And so I met

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my old college roommates,

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it was a fall day,

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went for a walk,

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and had lunch.

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We were so careful.

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I was contracting by night

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and two weeks later

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my face went numb,

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and my memory started to go.

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It took a year

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to find out that

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that one day out

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I was bitten by the deer tick

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unknowingly.

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And what happened in my heart,

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Lord, I mean the enemy,

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"I can get you any time

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anywhere

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and God will never stop me."

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And so even

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as a serious Christian

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that lie was embedded

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in my soul.

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And something I had to wrestle

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through my whole life

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because this disease

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is wretched,

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as you say, James.

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So I've been here

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since I had a massive relapse.

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I did pretty well

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for the last 20 years.

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I've been able to manage it,

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I'm a fighter, I want to live.

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I have things I want to do.

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And probably,

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a handful of times a year

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I can't get out of bed.

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But then I get out of bed

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and I start swinging again.

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About eight years ago,

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I had

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a pretty terrible relapse.

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I was in my bathroom

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getting ready, I work in radio

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as a talk radio host,

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and my arms went numb,

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my face, and my neck went numb

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the room started to spin,

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a high pitch ringing

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in my ears,

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and I'm going, no, God!

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No, God!

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Please no, God!

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And I hear him whisper,

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"The storms reveal

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the lies we believe

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and the truths we need."

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I'm like, what?

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"The storms reveal

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the lies we believe

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and truths we need."

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What is the lie

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that I believe?

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And at this point,

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my neck is going numb

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and my esophagus

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is spasming so bad

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I can't swallow.

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It was like the enemy

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had me by the throat

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up against the wall.

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And he says,

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"I can get to you any time,

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anywhere."

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And there was the lie.

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So I wrote a lot about that

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in previous books.

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This book is about moving

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from bracing for impact

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to anticipating

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God's goodness.

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Because when you've had

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a lot of trauma and loss,

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it is easy to live that way.

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And I really thought

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my locked elbows --

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like I still worshipped God,

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I was in the word,

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I serve him as best as I can.

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I thought

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this bracing kind of posture

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was just a natural result

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of some years of hardship

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but it was a mistrust of God.

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When I started to understand

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in the silent seasons,

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in the active seasons

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he's the same God

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and he is for us.

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Even if you can't sense

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his presence,

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it is for our good.

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So this book is all about

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understanding that

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you are tethered to a good God

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whether you feel him or not.

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So it's all

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about his presence.

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But I have to tell you,

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when I got the book back,

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when it was time

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to read for the audiobook,

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it was a healing balm

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to my soul.

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Because I'd already been

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through other battles

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with this health challenge

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and it was just a reminder

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that he is who he says he is

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and he's going to do

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what he says he'll do.

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It doesn't mean we're exempt

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from really hard hard stuff

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but he's with us in the battle

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and that means a lot.

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BETTY: I feel like

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listening to you,

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you said, it is a reminder.

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We need those reminders,

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don't we, in our life

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of how close he is to us?

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Because as far as church life,

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I had a similar deal.

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I was active in church,

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did all the right things,

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thought I had to prove

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my loyalty and my dedication

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until I met someone

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that hadn't been in church

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at all

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that had a real relationship

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with Jesus.

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And through him,

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I came to know him.

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It made such a difference

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in my life.

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but there is more.

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Accepting him, yes,

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that's the first step.

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But there's more

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to knowing how to live for him

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and with him in our hearts.

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SUSIE: He has so much more

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for us.

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And one of the things I

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explore in the book

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is what is the presence?

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And is feeling good

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the same as feeling God?

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And what I've noticed

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in scripture and people

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I've interviewed

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in my own life,

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when you have

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a manifest present moment,

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and I would guess this

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would be the same for you,

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when you point back

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to real God encounters,

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where you're like,

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that was God,

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I encountered him,

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I often see that

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it is so often about lordship

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or it is about identity

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or it is about calling

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or an upgrade in faith.

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When God breaks through into

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the natural circumstances,

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he's trying to bring

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a greater revelation

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of your identity

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or his lordship

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or the calling and purposes

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on your life.

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But when you encounter God

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and it is so life-changing,

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you get a little panicky

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when you go through

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a silent season.

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Again,

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that's one of the reasons

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I wrote the book too,

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what do you do

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when you can't hear him,

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can't sense him?

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Is he the same God?

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JAMES: I want us

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to dwell on that

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in just a few minutes.

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Let me ask you a question.

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From the time I was conscious

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as a toddler even,

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I was under attack.

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I was a hated being.

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I really do believe

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that the more you're aware

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that some force

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is coming at you,

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the more clearly

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you should understand

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God has a kingdom purpose

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for you;

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that you are divinely enabled,

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supernaturally enabled

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to accomplish

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that actually frightens

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the enemy

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because he loses ground,

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he loses people,

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he loses territory.

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He hates that

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so he hates any of us

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that have been

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especially gifted and chosen.

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He attacked you

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when he is attacking

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everybody out there.

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But the enemy had hit me

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and hit me,

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and I said something to him

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after he delivered

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a pretty severe blow.

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I really did flip that on him.

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And I used it

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for the glory of God

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to see people set free

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in areas the enemy

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never would have believed

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he would watch happen.

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Here's what I said to him,

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and I just want to see

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if you bear witness with this.

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I said, listen to me.

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And I'm talking to the devil!

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Whatever you hit me with,

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whatever you hit

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my family with,

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you will regret it

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because I will use it

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as a club on you

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to make you regret the day

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that you delivered that blow.

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Does that make sense?

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SUSIE: One hundred percent,

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amen!

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One hundred percent.

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I will tell you,

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a lot of times they say

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when you have a passage

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that you keep defaulting to

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it is like a life script,

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you're just talking right now

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about Psalm 18

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because that's a passage

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that speaks of going

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from victim to victor.

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I didn't have

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a Christian context

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so all the stuff

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that was happening to me,

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it was like I had the word

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but I remember God saying,

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are you a believer

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only because you've secured

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your eternity?

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Or do you believe this stuff?

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When are you going

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to shift your weight

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onto the promises

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to see if they hold?

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And when I found Psalm 18,

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the enemy confronted me

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on a day I was weakest.

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He does that.

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He goes and hits us

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when we're down,

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and he fights personal,

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and goes after those we love.

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But my cry reached his ears

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and the Lord got so angry.

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This is the thing,

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he treats his children

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differently

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than those who don't fear

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and revere him.

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He does.

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Our cry reaches his ears.

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And it says,

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he veiled his approach

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in darkness.

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So we don't see him coming

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but neither does the enemy.

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He rescues us from on high

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because he delights in us.

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He puts us

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in a spacious place.

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And I would say

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in that place

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is where he heals us

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but then he trains our hands

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for battle.

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He allows us to walk

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on high places.

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And then

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the rest of the Psalm,

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you chase the enemy down.

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You put your foot on his neck.

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And I'm telling you,

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when that enemy had me

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by the throat

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it was terrifying.

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For months,

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every time I looked down

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my esophagus would spasm.

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One time when I came

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to be on your show,

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I'd lost eight pounds

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in eight days.

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I was living on bites of food

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because every time I ate

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the spasms were so bad

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and I didn't think

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I was going to make it.

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I almost canceled the flight.

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When I think of the ways

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that he has hit.

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But that neck thing

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was so personal to me,

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and when I read that

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in the Psalms

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that your foot

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will be on his neck, I said

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almost the exact same thing,

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James.

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I'm like

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I'm going to make you sorry

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you ever messed with me.

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Because everywhere

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you come against me,

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God wants to bless me.

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And overwhelming victory

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belongs to me

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because I belong to him.

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So let's do this.

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And I feel that way.

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I never say, bring it on,

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I don't.

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I fear God

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and I've seen enough,

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I'm not asking,

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I'm not picking a fight

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but I'm not backing down

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either.

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JAMES: Yeah,

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you're not going to back down

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or bow down to him.

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You need to understand --

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I want all of you

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to know this.

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This program

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and the next program,

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you don't need to miss.

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This is for you.

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God is wanting to show you --

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how is it that we don't see

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how deeply he loves us

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in the gift of his Son Jesus

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who took all of our sin,

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all of our shame,

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all of our failures,

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all of our guilt

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and he died for us

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to cover it?

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And deliver us

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as far as the east is

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from the west

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from the eternal effects

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of that sin and that failure.

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He gave us life.

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It is the love of God

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that gave it.

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But it is so hard sometimes

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for you to believe

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how much he loves you.

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You're going to come to see

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how much God loves you

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and the very fact that

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you may have been attacked,

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and you may be confused

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and puzzled

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about why things happen.

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Because the enemy hates

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God's purpose in you.

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And you've got to let

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the enemy know

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God is going to succeed

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in my life

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and I'm going to live

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and make an impact

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for his kingdom purpose.

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God's will can be done

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on his earth.

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And the church

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has got to believe that.

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That's the only way

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we're going to have a future.

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I want you

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to kind of wrap this show

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with some sort of invitation

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to the viewer

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to move into a place

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and we're going to talk

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very much about the accuser.

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And how a lot of times

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when he says,

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we know we failed.

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A person who has ever met God,

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has ever known grace

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regrets the fact

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that we do fail

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and they don't realize

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that the whole Bible

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was written by failed people.

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And failing people,

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not perfect people!

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I was praying the other day.

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I said, Lord, what's the deal

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with all these people

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that you use so mightily

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and they fail so much?

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He said, you know I have

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a real problem with people

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who are self-righteous.

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All these failures don't have

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a self-righteous attitude.

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They know exactly

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where righteousness is

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and who righteousness is.

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I said well,

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boy, that's for sure.

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I don't have a problem

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with self-righteousness.

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I know where it is

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and I know my failure.

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So please, please, please

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give us a chance

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to help you understand

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that you can not only lean

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on God's shoulder,

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you can be in his arms.

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He is the shelter

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from every storm.

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But he also has a purpose

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of life and love and meaning

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to flow through you.

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Share with our viewers

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what you hope they're hearing

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even in this program.

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SUSIE: Well,

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it's not that we love God,

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it is that he loved us

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and we have to know

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he loved us first

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and he loves us first

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every time.

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I will tell you,

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one of the revelations

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that came to me

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was in Psalm 106,

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it is the amplified version.

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Because I want to learn

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from the Israelites' mistakes.

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Because I've been so curious,

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feeling like

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we're an exiled people.

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So I'm like

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how did they get it wrong

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so I want to get it right?

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One of the things is

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they stopped listening

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to God's voice.

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And when you listen

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to any other voice but God's,

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your heart

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will automatically harden.

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But Psalm 106

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in the Amplified version

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there's a little

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nugget of wisdom for us.

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Three things

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that they did wrong

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that I think that we can do

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that will change things

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for us.

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One, they forgot to marvel

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and remember the significance

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of God's miracles.

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So I say to you

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that if you are waiting

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for your miracle,

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pull the miracles

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from the scripture of old

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and bring them

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to the forefront

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because those

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are your miracles.

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And I would dare say

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you've got some of your own

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testimonies from your history,

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bring those to the forefront,

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and say this is the same God.

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Because it broke God's heart

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that they didn't remember

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or appreciate the significance

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of his miracles.

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Second,

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is they no longer marveled

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at his mercies,

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the abundance of his mercies.

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And just as you were saying,

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James, all the things

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that he's forgiven in us.

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And the fact that he sends

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new mercies to our door

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every morning

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before we even have a chance

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to blow it, shows you

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how he's gone ahead of us.

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That should keep us

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perpetually in awe.

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And the third mistake

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they made

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is they didn't imprint

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God's loving kindness

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on their hearts.

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So I say, stay in awe

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by remembering his miracles,

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marvel at his mercies,

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and keep rehearsing

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the fact that God is good.

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It will change your physiology

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it will change your brain,

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it will change

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your faith perspective.

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RANDY: I love Susie's insight.

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Oh, my goodness!

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For someone who has

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been through so much,

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she just has a depth

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and a hope that's just --

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I love it. I love it!

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Okay, one more observation

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I will say on that,

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when she talked about

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the Israelites there.

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They did not,

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many of them did not reach

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that Promised Land

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because they believed

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the report of the majority.

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Twelve spies were sent

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into that land,

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two came back and said,

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yeah, we can win.

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Ten came back and said,

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nope, no chance!

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I don't know what the report

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has been on your life

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but I'm here to tell you,

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if you listen

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to the word from God,

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and it may

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be in the minority,

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if you fight you will win.

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If you want someone

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to fight alongside you,

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and it will be a fight,

00:17:56.108 --> 00:17:57.109 align:start line:63% position:10% size:28%
by the way,

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you've got to fight to win,

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if you want somebody

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to fight with you,

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pick up that phone.

00:18:01.547 --> 00:18:02.548 align:start line:63% position:10% size:38%
We have people,

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prayer warriors,

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people that will just listen,

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will pray with you,

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will plead your case

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before God with you

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and help remind you

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that you're not alone.

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I don't know

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what your victory looks like,

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but God does,

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and he's already secured it.

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But you've got to get up.

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You've got to get up

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and fight and win.

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That's true all across life.

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We fight

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for our relationships,

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for our marriage,

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we fight for our health.

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Sometimes we fight

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for our sanity.

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We fight an enemy unseen.

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We fight an enemy seen.

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It is a fight, fight, fight.

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But again,

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with God on our side, we win.

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That's the promise.

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We know the back of the book.

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Speaking of books,

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if you want

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<i>Closer Than Your Next Breath</i>

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by Susie Larson,

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we would love

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to send it to you

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just to encourage you,

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to encourage you

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in your fight.

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We ask you to join us

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in another fight

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and that is the fight

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against malnutrition,

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the fight against hunger,

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oftentimes,

00:19:01.840 --> 00:19:03.876 align:start line:63% position:10% size:60%
the fight against death.

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We have partners in place

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right now around the world

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to help us in this fight,

00:19:09.014 --> 00:19:11.049 align:start line:63% position:10% size:68%
but we need you to join us.

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Watch this as we go

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to one of our mission partners

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fighting the fight

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in what we call

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Mission Feeding.

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<i>In rural Africa,</i>

00:19:22.728 --> 00:19:24.830 align:center line:10% position:50% size:60%
<i>when families don't have</i>
<i>enough food to eat,</i>

00:19:24.897 --> 00:19:27.799 align:center line:10% position:50% size:50%
<i>it is the children</i>
<i>who suffer the most.</i>

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<i>Sub‑Saharan Africa has</i>
<i>the highest mortality rate</i>

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<i>than any place</i>
<i>in the world</i>

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<i>in children under five</i>

00:19:34.740 --> 00:19:37.543 align:center line:10% position:50% size:45%
<i>due to the effects</i>
<i>of malnutrition.</i>

00:19:37.609 --> 00:19:39.578 align:start line:10% position:30% size:40%
<i>But in the midst</i>
<i>of suffering,</i>

00:19:39.645 --> 00:19:42.514 align:center line:10% position:50% size:43%
<i>there are moments</i>
<i>to celebrate.</i>

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ISAK: I want you
to meet Tereza.

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This young girl
just a month ago

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was in this
malnutrition clinic

00:19:51.356 --> 00:19:54.092 align:center line:58% position:50% size:45%
literally fighting
for her life.

00:19:54.159 --> 00:19:56.795 align:start line:74% position:23% size:53%
One of those children
where it is just
skin and bone,

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where it is a child that
has no life in their eyes,

00:20:00.332 --> 00:20:03.235 align:center line:79% position:50% size:75%
that literally,
we are doing everything we can

00:20:03.302 --> 00:20:05.237 align:center line:79% position:50% size:38%
to try and save
their life.

00:20:05.304 --> 00:20:09.074 align:start line:79% position:20% size:58%
And we knew with Tereza
like so many,

00:20:09.141 --> 00:20:12.344 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
that the chances
are not always there

00:20:12.411 --> 00:20:14.346 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
that we can actually
rescue their life.

00:20:14.413 --> 00:20:16.348 align:start line:79% position:25% size:48%
And yet, because of
Mission Feeding,

00:20:16.415 --> 00:20:18.350 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
because of being there
in this clinic,

00:20:18.417 --> 00:20:20.352 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
because of reaching
Tereza in time,

00:20:20.419 --> 00:20:22.354 align:center line:85% position:50% size:55%
here she stands today,

00:20:22.421 --> 00:20:24.356 align:center line:79% position:50% size:48%
a young girl
that is recovering,

00:20:24.423 --> 00:20:26.358 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
that is getting
her strength back

00:20:26.425 --> 00:20:29.895 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
and is able to now
continue living life.

00:20:29.962 --> 00:20:31.897 align:start line:79% position:18% size:63%
There are so many
in this country right now

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that we're
not reaching.

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Children out
in the villages.

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Mothers who are telling us
they can't get to clinics.

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That they don't have food
to feed their children.

00:20:41.340 --> 00:20:44.009 align:start line:79% position:28% size:45%
Children that look
like severe cases

00:20:44.076 --> 00:20:46.011 align:center line:85% position:50% size:58%
in malnutrition clinics

00:20:46.078 --> 00:20:48.013 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
that are right out there
in the villages.

00:20:48.080 --> 00:20:51.383 align:start line:79% position:25% size:50%
If we're not able
to reach them today,

00:20:51.450 --> 00:20:54.953 align:center line:79% position:50% size:60%
their story is not going
to end like Tereza's.

00:20:55.020 --> 00:20:57.155 align:start line:79% position:23% size:55%
We need you to do
everything you can do.

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We need
the friends of <i>LIFE</i>

00:21:00.425 --> 00:21:02.527 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
to open
their hearts today

00:21:02.594 --> 00:21:05.364 align:center line:79% position:50% size:68%
and give the very best gift
they can give

00:21:05.430 --> 00:21:08.266 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
because we have
to reach more children

00:21:08.333 --> 00:21:11.336 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
here in Angola
and save their lives.

00:21:14.239 --> 00:21:15.440 align:start line:85% position:10% size:50%
RANDY: I love seeing

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the stories of children

00:21:16.742 --> 00:21:17.976 align:start line:85% position:10% size:60%
that have benefited from

00:21:18.043 --> 00:21:19.277 align:start line:85% position:10% size:73%
the Mission Feeding outreach.

00:21:19.344 --> 00:21:20.579 align:start line:85% position:10% size:68%
I don't know if you noticed

00:21:20.646 --> 00:21:21.947 align:start line:85% position:10% size:70%
but in a lot of the pictures

00:21:22.014 --> 00:21:23.348 align:start line:85% position:10% size:70%
you'll see a little building

00:21:23.415 --> 00:21:26.718 align:start line:85% position:10% size:70%
behind the line of children.

00:21:26.785 --> 00:21:28.186 align:start line:85% position:10% size:68%
That's because education --

00:21:28.253 --> 00:21:29.421 align:start line:85% position:10% size:73%
those are school buildings --

00:21:29.488 --> 00:21:30.656 align:start line:85% position:10% size:30%
education is

00:21:30.722 --> 00:21:32.190 align:start line:85% position:10% size:55%
a foundational part of

00:21:32.257 --> 00:21:33.525 align:start line:85% position:10% size:73%
the Mission Feeding outreach.

00:21:33.592 --> 00:21:34.760 align:start line:85% position:10% size:25%
Typically,

00:21:34.826 --> 00:21:36.028 align:start line:85% position:10% size:58%
we feed in the schools.

00:21:36.094 --> 00:21:37.429 align:start line:85% position:10% size:65%
The children go to school,

00:21:37.496 --> 00:21:39.197 align:start line:85% position:10% size:65%
they get something to eat.

00:21:39.264 --> 00:21:40.532 align:start line:85% position:10% size:45%
Why do we do that?

00:21:40.599 --> 00:21:41.900 align:start line:85% position:10% size:58%
Because Mission Feeding

00:21:41.967 --> 00:21:43.235 align:start line:85% position:10% size:63%
is not just about meeting

00:21:43.301 --> 00:21:44.603 align:start line:85% position:10% size:48%
the immediate need,

00:21:44.670 --> 00:21:46.038 align:start line:85% position:10% size:33%
it does that,

00:21:46.104 --> 00:21:47.739 align:start line:85% position:10% size:73%
but it is also about building

00:21:47.806 --> 00:21:49.074 align:start line:85% position:10% size:33%
for a future.

00:21:49.141 --> 00:21:50.642 align:start line:85% position:10% size:53%
A future with a hope.

00:21:50.709 --> 00:21:52.044 align:start line:85% position:10% size:73%
And so, what we're doing here

00:21:52.110 --> 00:21:54.680 align:start line:85% position:10% size:63%
is a program with vision.

00:21:54.746 --> 00:21:57.215 align:start line:85% position:10% size:53%
Over 350,000 children

00:21:57.282 --> 00:21:59.718 align:start line:85% position:10% size:68%
every single day on average

00:21:59.785 --> 00:22:01.520 align:start line:85% position:10% size:43%
receive that bowl

00:22:01.586 --> 00:22:02.921 align:start line:85% position:10% size:48%
of nutritious soup,

00:22:02.988 --> 00:22:04.089 align:start line:85% position:10% size:70%
and that is just to get them

00:22:04.156 --> 00:22:05.624 align:start line:85% position:10% size:40%
through the day.

00:22:05.691 --> 00:22:07.059 align:start line:85% position:10% size:65%
Oftentimes, it is in areas

00:22:07.125 --> 00:22:09.061 align:start line:85% position:10% size:75%
where there has been a crisis,

00:22:09.127 --> 00:22:10.429 align:start line:85% position:10% size:43%
perhaps a famine,

00:22:10.495 --> 00:22:11.797 align:start line:85% position:10% size:40%
perhaps a flood,

00:22:11.863 --> 00:22:13.231 align:start line:85% position:10% size:50%
perhaps displacement

00:22:13.298 --> 00:22:14.533 align:start line:85% position:10% size:45%
from civil unrest.

00:22:14.599 --> 00:22:16.068 align:start line:85% position:10% size:58%
Whatever the situation,

00:22:16.134 --> 00:22:18.236 align:start line:85% position:10% size:68%
we go in and hold them over

00:22:18.303 --> 00:22:19.604 align:start line:85% position:10% size:58%
until they can get back

00:22:19.671 --> 00:22:20.906 align:start line:85% position:10% size:33%
on their feet

00:22:20.972 --> 00:22:22.240 align:start line:85% position:10% size:63%
and can continue to build

00:22:22.307 --> 00:22:23.542 align:start line:85% position:10% size:43%
for their future.

00:22:23.608 --> 00:22:24.943 align:start line:85% position:10% size:63%
Now that's a great thing,

00:22:25.010 --> 00:22:26.178 align:start line:85% position:10% size:20%
I think.

00:22:26.244 --> 00:22:27.479 align:start line:85% position:10% size:55%
A lot of organizations

00:22:27.546 --> 00:22:28.914 align:start line:85% position:10% size:33%
will do this.

00:22:28.980 --> 00:22:30.048 align:start line:85% position:10% size:48%
But let me tell you

00:22:30.115 --> 00:22:31.383 align:start line:85% position:10% size:43%
a key difference.

00:22:31.450 --> 00:22:32.718 align:start line:85% position:10% size:20%
We do it

00:22:32.784 --> 00:22:34.119 align:start line:85% position:10% size:70%
in the name of Jesus Christ.

00:22:34.186 --> 00:22:35.454 align:start line:85% position:10% size:33%
Now, we don't

00:22:35.520 --> 00:22:36.722 align:start line:85% position:10% size:45%
have requirements.

00:22:36.788 --> 00:22:38.056 align:start line:85% position:10% size:43%
If you're hungry,

00:22:38.123 --> 00:22:39.357 align:start line:85% position:10% size:33%
that's really

00:22:39.424 --> 00:22:40.826 align:start line:85% position:10% size:50%
the only requirement

00:22:40.892 --> 00:22:42.394 align:start line:85% position:10% size:73%
to receive that bowl of food.

00:22:42.461 --> 00:22:43.795 align:start line:85% position:10% size:75%
But when you're around people,

00:22:43.862 --> 00:22:45.130 align:start line:85% position:10% size:45%
when you're saving

00:22:45.197 --> 00:22:46.364 align:start line:85% position:10% size:38%
people's lives,

00:22:46.431 --> 00:22:47.699 align:start line:85% position:10% size:25%
they know.

00:22:47.766 --> 00:22:48.834 align:start line:85% position:10% size:55%
Sometimes they'll ask.

00:22:48.900 --> 00:22:50.168 align:start line:85% position:10% size:53%
And sometimes we have

00:22:50.235 --> 00:22:51.503 align:start line:85% position:10% size:55%
opportunities to go in

00:22:51.570 --> 00:22:52.871 align:start line:85% position:10% size:25%
and preach

00:22:52.938 --> 00:22:54.106 align:start line:85% position:10% size:50%
just outright preach

00:22:54.172 --> 00:22:55.307 align:start line:85% position:10% size:53%
the gospel to people.

00:22:55.373 --> 00:22:56.608 align:start line:85% position:10% size:43%
But we can always

00:22:56.675 --> 00:22:57.876 align:start line:85% position:10% size:35%
demonstrate it

00:22:57.943 --> 00:22:59.211 align:start line:58% position:10% size:50%
through those works.

00:22:59.277 --> 00:23:00.412 align:start line:58% position:10% size:75%
That's what we're inviting you

00:23:00.479 --> 00:23:01.813 align:start line:58% position:10% size:40%
to be a part of,

00:23:01.880 --> 00:23:03.148 align:start line:58% position:10% size:60%
to be the hands and feet

00:23:03.215 --> 00:23:04.449 align:start line:58% position:10% size:23%
of Jesus,

00:23:04.516 --> 00:23:05.684 align:start line:58% position:10% size:40%
to be the gospel

00:23:05.751 --> 00:23:06.918 align:start line:58% position:10% size:43%
in word and deed.

00:23:06.985 --> 00:23:08.353 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
Not just to tell people

00:23:08.420 --> 00:23:09.654 align:start line:58% position:10% size:30%
about Christ

00:23:09.721 --> 00:23:11.890 align:start line:58% position:10% size:68%
or tell them about his love

00:23:11.957 --> 00:23:13.291 align:start line:58% position:10% size:35%
but to show it

00:23:13.358 --> 00:23:16.094 align:start line:58% position:10% size:55%
to the people in need.

00:23:16.161 --> 00:23:17.462 align:start line:58% position:10% size:55%
That's why we want you

00:23:17.529 --> 00:23:18.864 align:start line:58% position:10% size:48%
to be a part of it.

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The more people participate,

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the more

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people are able to give,

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the more that we can reach.

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And believe me,

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the need is there.

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But I believe

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the solution is there

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and I believe

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the solution is you.

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Right now,

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the situation is critical.

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Children are dying in clinics,

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and they don't need to.

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We need to reach them

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before they get to that point,

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before they get to the clinic.

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We do it

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through your participation.

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We do it through $30

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that helps feed three children

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for the next three months.

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A gift of $50 feeds five.

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$100 will help feed ten.

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Maybe you can give $1,000

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and help feed 100 children

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just for the next few months.

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Whatever God has

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enabled you to do,

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whatever he's put

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on your heart to do,

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I pray you'll do it right now.

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Pick up the phone

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or go online,

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however you prefer.

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Make the best gift you can

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towards Mission Feeding.

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Know that it will save lives.

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It will give them hope.

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It will give them a future.

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And it will be done

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in the name of Jesus Christ.

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<i>Right now across</i>
<i>the continent of Africa,</i>

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<i>children</i>
<i>are suffering,</i>

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<i>facing severe malnutrition</i>
<i>and even death.</i>

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<i>Extreme drought</i>
<i>and famine</i>

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<i>putting at risk</i>
<i>thousands of lives</i>

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<i>means we must replenish</i>
<i>food supplies immediately</i>

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<i>to keep feeding</i>
<i>the 350,000 children</i>

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<i>and help reach more people</i>
<i>in desperate need.</i>

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<i>Through LIFE's</i>
<i>Mission Feeding outreach,</i>

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<i>your gift of love</i>
<i>can be an answer to prayer</i>

00:24:49.387 --> 00:24:52.891 align:center line:58% position:50% size:75%
<i>for a hurting and hungry child</i>
<i>in their time of need.</i>

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<i>Call now with your</i>
<i>life-saving gift</i>

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<i>of $30, $50,</i>
<i>or $100</i>

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<i>to help feed</i>
<i>and care for</i>

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<i>three, five,</i>
<i>or ten children</i>

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<i>for three</i>
<i>full months.</i>

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<i>With your gift</i>
<i>of any amount,</i>

00:25:06.504 --> 00:25:08.740 align:center line:10% position:50% size:63%
<i>we'll send the Daily LIFE</i>
<i>devotional calendar.</i>

00:25:08.807 --> 00:25:12.677 align:start line:10% position:13% size:73%
<i>This perpetual calendar has</i>
<i>365 days' worth of scriptures</i>

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<i>and inspirational thoughts</i>
<i>to remind you</i>

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<i>of the rest you can find</i>
<i>in God's loving arms.</i>

00:25:18.049 --> 00:25:20.085 align:start line:10% position:10% size:40%
<i>With your gift</i>
<i>of $100 or more,</i>

00:25:20.151 --> 00:25:22.354 align:center line:10% position:50% size:75%
<i>you may request the</i>
<i>"The Light of Life" desk lamp.</i>

00:25:22.420 --> 00:25:24.456 align:start line:10% position:28% size:43%
<i>Find comfort</i>
<i>and encouragement</i>

00:25:24.522 --> 00:25:27.225 align:center line:10% position:50% size:43%
<i>from Jesus' words</i>
<i>in John 8:12</i>

00:25:27.292 --> 00:25:30.028 align:center line:10% position:50% size:73%
<i>displayed on this</i>
<i>stand-alone acrylic gas lamp,</i>

00:25:30.095 --> 00:25:32.097 align:center line:10% position:50% size:40%
<i>perfect for home</i>
<i>or office décor</i>

00:25:32.163 --> 00:25:35.533 align:center line:10% position:50% size:65%
<i>as a reminder that Jesus</i>
<i>is the light of the world.</i>

00:25:35.600 --> 00:25:38.536 align:start line:58% position:20% size:58%
<i>Finally, with your gift</i>
<i>of $1,000 or more</i>

00:25:38.603 --> 00:25:40.939 align:center line:58% position:50% size:65%
<i>to help feed</i>
<i>and care for 100 children,</i>

00:25:41.006 --> 00:25:43.108 align:center line:58% position:33% size:45%
<i>be sure to request</i>
<i>our inspiring</i>

00:25:43.174 --> 00:25:46.211 align:center line:58% position:33% size:43%
<i>bronze sculpture,</i>
<i>"A Cup of Water."</i>

00:25:46.278 --> 00:25:49.948 align:start line:10% position:15% size:68%
<i>Please call, write, or make</i>
<i>your gift online today.</i>

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RANDY: I do hope

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you're going online

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or going to the phone.

00:25:57.255 --> 00:25:58.323 align:start line:10% position:10% size:68%
Make the best gift you can.

00:25:58.390 --> 00:25:59.491 align:start line:10% position:10% size:13%
Look,

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this is a fight we can win.

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We've been winning it

00:26:01.793 --> 00:26:02.761 align:start line:10% position:10% size:30%
for decades.

00:26:02.827 --> 00:26:03.795 align:start line:10% position:10% size:50%
I know you're going,

00:26:03.862 --> 00:26:04.930 align:start line:10% position:10% size:75%
why are you still fighting it?

00:26:04.996 --> 00:26:05.964 align:start line:10% position:10% size:13%
Well,

00:26:06.031 --> 00:26:06.998 align:start line:10% position:10% size:65%
it is because needs arise,

00:26:07.065 --> 00:26:08.066 align:start line:10% position:10% size:45%
situations change.

00:26:08.133 --> 00:26:09.167 align:start line:10% position:10% size:45%
But you know what?

00:26:09.234 --> 00:26:10.268 align:start line:10% position:10% size:38%
The consistency

00:26:10.335 --> 00:26:11.336 align:start line:10% position:10% size:48%
of helping the poor

00:26:11.403 --> 00:26:12.470 align:start line:10% position:10% size:70%
never changes in God's eyes.

00:26:12.537 --> 00:26:13.571 align:start line:10% position:10% size:33%
We're blessed

00:26:13.638 --> 00:26:14.673 align:start line:10% position:10% size:45%
when we reach out.

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Make the best gift you can.

00:26:15.907 --> 00:26:16.942 align:start line:10% position:10% size:73%
If you want the encouragement

00:26:17.008 --> 00:26:18.209 align:start line:10% position:10% size:43%
that Susie Larson

00:26:18.276 --> 00:26:19.344 align:start line:10% position:10% size:55%
has put into her book,

00:26:19.411 --> 00:26:20.645 align:start line:10% position:10% size:30%
just ask for

00:26:20.712 --> 00:26:21.846 align:start line:10% position:10% size:70%
<i>Closer Than Your Next Breath</i>

00:26:21.913 --> 00:26:23.048 align:start line:10% position:10% size:33%
when you make

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the best gift you can.

00:26:24.316 --> 00:26:25.383 align:start line:10% position:10% size:33%
We would love

00:26:25.450 --> 00:26:27.452 align:start line:10% position:10% size:45%
to send it to you.

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We've always got people

00:26:28.954 --> 00:26:30.055 align:start line:58% position:10% size:73%
on the other end of the phone

00:26:30.121 --> 00:26:31.222 align:start line:58% position:10% size:43%
to pray with you.

00:26:31.289 --> 00:26:32.390 align:start line:58% position:10% size:68%
We really do care about you

00:26:32.457 --> 00:26:33.558 align:start line:58% position:10% size:73%
as a viewer, as we care about

00:26:33.625 --> 00:26:34.726 align:start line:58% position:10% size:55%
those around the world

00:26:34.793 --> 00:26:35.894 align:start line:58% position:10% size:50%
with physical needs.

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Encouragement, hope, healing,

00:26:37.996 --> 00:26:39.164 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
that's what God offers.

00:26:39.230 --> 00:26:40.231 align:start line:58% position:10% size:48%
That's what we want

00:26:40.298 --> 00:26:41.399 align:start line:58% position:10% size:65%
to bring to you every day.

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So, join us again next time

00:26:43.702 --> 00:26:45.704 align:start line:58% position:10% size:48%
here on <i>Life Today</i>.

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♪

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♪

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♪

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<i>For over 60 years,</i>
LIFE Outreach International

00:27:35.420 --> 00:27:37.956 align:center line:58% position:50% size:68%
<i>has shared the transforming</i>
<i>truth of God's love</i>

00:27:38.023 --> 00:27:39.991 align:center line:58% position:50% size:30%
<i>in both word</i>
<i>and deed.</i>

00:27:40.058 --> 00:27:42.027 align:start line:58% position:25% size:50%
<i>Our ministry to</i>
<i>the lost and hurting</i>

00:27:42.093 --> 00:27:44.062 align:center line:58% position:50% size:55%
<i>is only made possible</i>
<i>because of the prayers</i>

00:27:44.129 --> 00:27:46.431 align:center line:58% position:50% size:68%
<i>and generous gifts</i>
<i>of our friends and partners</i>

00:27:46.498 --> 00:27:49.100 align:center line:58% position:50% size:58%
<i>who provide consistent,</i>
<i>faithful support.</i>

00:27:49.167 --> 00:27:52.604 align:start line:58% position:15% size:70%
<i>Call now or go online</i>
<i>to become a Friend for Life.</i>

00:27:52.670 --> 00:27:54.672 align:start line:58% position:23% size:53%
<i>Your monthly support</i>
<i>will help us continue</i>

00:27:54.739 --> 00:27:57.075 align:center line:58% position:50% size:50%
<i>to bring God's love,</i>
<i>hope, and healing</i>

00:27:57.142 --> 00:28:01.079 align:center line:58% position:50% size:48%
<i>to a world in need</i>
<i>one life at a time.</i>

00:28:02.080 --> 00:28:04.249 align:start line:63% position:23% size:53%
&gt;&gt; I remember leaning
over onto the desk

00:28:04.315 --> 00:28:07.385 align:center line:63% position:50% size:60%
and that ugly cry,
you know, aah! Ugly cry.

00:28:07.452 --> 00:28:09.387 align:start line:69% position:25% size:48%
And it was that day

00:28:09.454 --> 00:28:12.557 align:center line:63% position:50% size:40%
that we started
our restoration.

00:28:12.624 --> 00:28:16.061 align:start line:10% position:13% size:73%
<i>LIFE Today is made</i>
<i>possible by the supporters of</i>
<i>LIFE Outreach International.</i>

00:28:16.127 --> 00:28:19.164 align:center line:10% position:50% size:65%
<i>Your gift will be used</i>
<i>exclusively for the exempt</i>
<i>purposes of LIFE.</i>

00:28:19.230 --> 00:28:21.232 align:start line:10% position:23% size:53%
<i>The ministry features</i>
<i>specific outreaches</i>

00:28:21.299 --> 00:28:23.301 align:center line:10% position:50% size:68%
<i>as examples of the programs</i>
<i>it supports and conducts.</i>

00:28:23.368 --> 00:28:25.370 align:start line:10% position:18% size:63%
<i>Gifts are considered</i>
<i>to be without restriction</i>

00:28:25.437 --> 00:28:27.505 align:center line:10% position:50% size:68%
<i>as to use unless explicitly</i>
<i>stipulated by the donor.</i>

00:28:27.572 --> 00:28:29.808 align:center line:10% position:50% size:60%
<i>The ministry is a member</i>
<i>of the ECFA.</i>


