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<i>Coming up, Kenza Haddock</i>
<i>joins Wellness Wednesdays</i>

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<i>to help you</i>
<i>identify subtle attacks</i>
<i>on your mental health</i>

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<i>and take proactive steps</i>
<i>toward healing.</i>

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&gt;&gt; If I don't believe
that God loves me,

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and if I don't believe that
God is a loving, holy God,

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then I'm going to try to
make up for it in other ways.

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Let me tell you, Satan,
like it says

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in First Peter 5:8,
he is roaring like a lion,

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seeking those
he wants to devour.

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♪

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RANDY: Welcome to <i>LIFE Today</i>.

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I'm Randy Robison.

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This is Tammy Trent.

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We care about you,

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all aspects of your life,

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as much as we can.

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But we're here

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to feed you spiritually,

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encourage spiritual growth,

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and help with something that

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is a major issue these days

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with a lot of people,

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and that is the idea

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of mental health.

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Tammy, I know

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you've run into this.

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Have you heard much

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from people who are saying

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they're struggling

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with anxiety, worry, fear,

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those kinds of things?

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All the time?

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TAMMY: Yes!

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And I think more now

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than ever before.

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People feel discouraged

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because they keep struggling

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with the same things

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over and over again

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and don't ever feel

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there is a path

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to true freedom.

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RANDY: You know what?

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There is an enemy out there.

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Sometimes, you might wonder

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what is that enemy.

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Today we're going to help you

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identify three enemies

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of your mental health.

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That is the title

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of a book written by

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our guest, Kenza Haddock

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who is a licensed

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professional counselor.

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I've interviewed her,

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as Tammy you've seen online,.

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She is a joy to be around.

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TAMMY: She is

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absolutely amazing.

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RANDY: So Kenza,

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welcome to<i> LIFE Today</i>!

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Great to have you here

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in the studio with me today.

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KENZA: Thank you so much.

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for having me.

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RANDY: Let's jump right in

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this because this is

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a big topic.

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I think it would be

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good right off the top

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to tell people

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what the three enemies are

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and then we can

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talk through it.

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KENZA: Absolutely!

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So we have three enemies

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of our mental health.

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The first one is Satan,

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and that's the adversary.

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That's our infernal enemy.

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The second one is our flesh,

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and that is our sinful nature.

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So you can remember that

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by remembering

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our internal enemy.

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We have an internal enemy,

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that is our sinful nature.

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The third one is the world,

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as in people trying

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to exert influence over us

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to lead us outside of

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God's will for our lives,

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and that is

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our external enemy.

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RANDY: Now you've faced

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these personally.

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I know you tell

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your whole testimony

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in a different book but

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give people a brief idea

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of your background.

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It is fascinating

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but it ties into this.

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KENZA: So I grew up

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in an Islamic household.

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So my understanding of God

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growing up, or who God was,

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is he didn't desire

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a relationship with me,

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he didn't care about me.

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He was more so like

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a spiritual Pharaoh;

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that's how I thought of him,

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a dictator.

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Islam is based on earning

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salvation based on works.

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And so up until

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my teenage years

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until 23 years old,

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I started struggling with

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so much anxiety

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and so much depression.

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Let me tell you, from

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a mental health perspective,

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I didn't know this then

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but I know this now,

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anxiety and depression

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are like cousins;

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that's what we call them

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and they feed off each other.

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So I was just walking

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around with this cloud

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of shame because I knew

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I was sinful but I just

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couldn't earn salvation

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by my own willpower to

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the point where I struggled

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with suicidal ideations.

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Anxiety was my norm.

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It wasn't until

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I was 23 years old

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that I cried out to God.

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Thankfully, the Lord had

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been knocking on the door

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of my heart, looking back.

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One night I was in bed

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and I had a dream

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that it was the end times.

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In this dream, I was

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looking out the window.

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As I looked out I saw

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the sky open and this man

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in a white robe

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descending from the sky.

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And Tammy, Randy, for

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the first time in my life,

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I felt this peace I had never

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felt in my entire life.

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Anxiety was my norm

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and so I felt this peace.

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As he was coming down

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in authority with his hands

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wide open, I said

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there is something about him.

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Now I wish I could tell you

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that I woke up, gave my life

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to Jesus and everything

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was great.

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But no, that's not

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how it went.

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Giving my life to Jesus

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meant I had to leave Islam,

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which came with

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its own type of anxiety.

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I had to leave my mother,

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father, brother, sisters,

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because I would in violation

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of apostasy law, which

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even in the United States

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they would see me

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as a traitor.

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So I left the state

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for safety reasons.

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I just had to get to know

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who I was.

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The hardest part about

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that was I needed to know

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who the one true God is.

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Right?

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That in itself

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was a whole journey.

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I just pushed through it

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by God's grace, and

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the Holy Spirit was there.

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It was incredible but

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it took about eight

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to ten months for me

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to make the decision to leave

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and move to South Carolina.

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TAMMY: Unbelievable!

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How did you get into the field

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that you're in right now?

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I think it is obviously

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a personal experience.

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But you dove all in because

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you also wanted to help

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so many other people.

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But what was it for you

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that this is it,

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this is my calling

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and I'm diving all in?

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KENZA: Well, I'm glad

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you asked!

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So I never thought I could

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become a counselor.

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I felt the Holy Spirit

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for the first time

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after I became a believer.

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You know when God

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is knocking on the door

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of your heart to do

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something he won't let up.

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I fought back because

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I felt so unqualified

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being that I was raised

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in so much dysfunction.

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The more pull I felt

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toward counseling the more

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I'm like, Lord,

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that is not who I am.

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I'm so unqualified for this.

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So I went and asked my pastor

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at the time and he said,

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"Yeah. That's not

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how God works.

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[Laughing]

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He doesn't make sure

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you're qualified

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and then he calls you.

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No, it is the opposite."

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So they prayed over me

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and I went back to school

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for counseling.

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Throughout my counseling

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journey, throughout

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going to grad school

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the Lord worked in me

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also to work out

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some of my anxiety,

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some of the things

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that brought me down,

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some oppression.

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So that helped a lot.

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Now I graduate and I start

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my internship, and then

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I finish that and then

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I start my clinicals.

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I started doing Christian

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and clinical counseling,

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so both, merging both,

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theology and therapy together,

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and I realized that

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so many brothers and sisters

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in the faith struggle

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with the same ideas

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and the same oppressive

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thoughts that I struggled with

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before I was a believer,

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and even after

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I was a believer.

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So as I did my research,

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I realized over the years

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that we're fighting

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these three enemies

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simultaneously over and over.

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So we have to learn

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the weapons of our warfare.

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RANDY: I had to deal

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with it holistically.

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And by the way, there are

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many things related

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to your mental health

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that are physical,

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and you need a doctor

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to deal with those.

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And so if that's the situation

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with you, we would

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encourage you to see

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your physician.

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We're not offering medical

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advice here.

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But there is also

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a spiritual aspect to it.

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I find it interesting

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that you say Christians

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struggle with a lot

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of the same things.

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Because when you saw Jesus

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in your dream,

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you at least sensed

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the peace.

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And we refer to him

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as the Prince of Peace,

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the Bible says that.

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What do you think is going on

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with Christians who are

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struggling with

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their mental health,

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with the anxiety,

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with the worry, with the fear,

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the confusion sometimes,

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maybe on the more

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spiritual side of things?

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What do you see going on?

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KENZA: So much of it is,

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from a spiritual perspective,

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we don't discern

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God's voice from

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the enemy's voice.

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That comes from --

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sometimes, we hold

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the wrong idea of who God is.

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You would not believe

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how many people I see

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and treat from

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a trauma perspective,

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trauma clients who had

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this idea about God

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that he is a harsh judge,

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that he is a dictator,

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that he is just waiting

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for them to mess up.

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And that is not who he is.

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The problem is I can tell

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that person until I'm blue

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in the face but

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it takes experience.

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That's how we develop

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that trust and develop

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that relationship.

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And so here's what happens.

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I'm glad you asked

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that question because

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here's what happens.

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If I walk --

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and that's why I fell

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into the first enemy

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and that's the devil.

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If I don't believe

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that God loves me and

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if I don't believe that

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God is a loving, holy God,

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then I'm going to try

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to make up for it

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in other ways.

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Let me tell you Satan,

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like it says in

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First Peter 5:8,

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he is roaring like a lion,

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seeking those

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he wants to devour.

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And so what he does is

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he starts planting that --

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God doesn't love you.

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God doesn't care about you.

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What are some of the thoughts

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that come to mind

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and do we discern

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if they are from the enemy

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or are they truly from God?

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Because if a thought

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is I'm a loser, or I look

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in the mirror and I say

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I'm ugly, I'm fat,

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I'm this, and I am that.

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There are so many thoughts

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that come to our minds

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and are we casting them down

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like the Bible says?

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Do we know how to discern

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between the two?

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RANDY: It sounds like that

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one very important step

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towards mental health

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in a positive way

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is replacing lies

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with God's truth.

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KENZA: Yes!

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And here's the thing.

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Some people may say,

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oh, that's just words

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of affirmation or that

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is just positive thinking.

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No, it is not!

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Hebrews 4:12 is very,

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very clear.

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It says the Word of God

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is alive and active.

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It is sharper than

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a two-edged sword.

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It pierces through bone

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and marrow, the division

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of soul and spirit.

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The Word of God is

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the only one that has

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the capacity to pierce

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through the enemy's lies

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because Jesus has defeated

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the powers of darkness.

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So we're able to --

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we're able to understand

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and cling to God's word

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and understand that is truth.

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So we're able

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to cast down the lies.

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Looking at myself and

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saying something just

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the opposite of what

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I believe about myself,

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that's not going to work.

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That's just like putting

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a Band-Aid on me.

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That's where I found

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so many people.

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But appropriating God's Word

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over my life, oh no,

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the enemy has to flee

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because then I am standing

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in obedience to God's will.

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TAMMY: Do you think mental

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health is a spiritual war?

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KENZA: I do

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to a certain degree.

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Here's why.

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I do believe that there

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are times when some people

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are dealing with

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hormonal imbalances.

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So I don't want to negate

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that because I dealt

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with postpartum anxiety

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and depression.

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I was told by well-meaning

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people, "You need to read

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your Bible more."

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Listen, I knew that

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it was not a matter of --

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I'm not going to cry --

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because I knew it was not

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a matter of reading my Bible.

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I knew it was a matter of

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I'm dealing with

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a hormonal imbalance

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and I needed to get on

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medication, and it's okay.

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Don't shame someone

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because they're dealing with

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something that's physical.

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Now, if someone is

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not walking with the Lord,

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someone isn't holding

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the right perspective of God,

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someone is not spending

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time with the Lord,

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then yes, they're not going

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to win the battle against

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their mental health.

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TAMMY: How do we win

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the battle?

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How did you win

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the battle?

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KENZA: By defeating

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the battle with each one

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of these three enemies.

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I like what you said

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the last time we talked,

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Randy.

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You said, "Listen, the war

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has already been won.

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We're basically cheating.

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We just need to understand

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the war has been won."

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So I wanted, number one,

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I needed to be real

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with myself and with the Lord,

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come before the Lord.

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There is a list of things

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that open us up to

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the kingdom of darkness

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that we need to understand

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whether or not

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we have engaged in.

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Like for example,

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I had engaged in --

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and I'm very open about it.

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I had engaged in astrology,

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Chinese horoscopes,

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and yoga.

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I mean I had engaged

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in so many activities

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that I needed to come before

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the Lord and humble myself

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and renounce them

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and ask for his forgiveness.

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And understand also

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that hey, if we ask

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for forgiveness,

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he is faithful to forgive us

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and just turn away from

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those things.

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So any astrological apps,

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delete them.

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I had to get rid

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of all that.

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That was number one,

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how to defeat the first enemy.

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RANDY: Scripture

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is replete with that.

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As the Israelites moved

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into the Promised Land,

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they were told not

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to worship the other gods,

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not to even marry sometimes

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to unbelievers.

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That is definitely

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a biblical concept.

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I think a lot of people,

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however, deal with,

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I would call it disobedience

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because when the Bible says,

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for example, a hard one,

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forgive and we don't want to

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because we know somebody

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has done something wrong.

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We need justice!

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We trust our sense of justice

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over God's sense of justice

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sometimes, if we're honest.

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Do you find that those types

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of things become

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something that --

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bitterness is another one,

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by the way, that scripture

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very distinctly talks about.

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Does that really impact

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our mental health

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in negative ways?

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KENZA: It does.

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Because unforgiveness

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is rooted in unprocessed

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emotions as well.

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We allowed that situation

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that happened

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to go unprocessed.

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So it goes deep within

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our hearts and it starts

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to weigh us down, for sure.

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It results not only

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in depression but also

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in anxiety because

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it is inner turmoil.

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Think about someone

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who has hurt you and

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you haven't forgiven them.

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Listen, I've done it too.

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Thank God he is a good Father.

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He will let us sit

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in that inner turmoil.

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It is biblical;

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he says that he will.

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So then you start thinking

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about the situation

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over and over, and replaying,

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how should I have said this?

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How should I have said that?

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There is a recipe to

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the right way to forgive also,

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and there is a recipe of

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the wrong way to forgive.

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And forgiveness is not

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the same as reconciliation.

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A lot of times people will

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shy away from forgiveness

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because they're like

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I don't want to reconcile

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with that person

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if they're abusive or if

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they're not good for them.

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So no, for sure.

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TAMMY: Can I ask you

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a practical question?

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How would I know

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if I'm truly depressed?

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How would I know

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if I'm battling anxiety

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or am I just sad?

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How does a person know

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like do I have

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a mental illness?

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What are those disorders?

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How could I even identify

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that to know I need help

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beyond myself?

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Because I'm dealing with

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some stuff here and I don't

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even know the root of it.

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Am I depressed?

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Am I filled with anxiety?

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How does a person get there,

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answering that

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first question?

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KENZA: There is definitely

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a difference between

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sadness and depression,

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clinical depression.

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So clinical depression,

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now it has to be diagnosed

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by a mental health

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professional.

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But I can give you

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the list of symptoms.

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The sadness has to occur

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more days than not

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during a week

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for at least two weeks.

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There has to be a sense

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of hopelessness,

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of helplessness.

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When you look in a mirror,

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maybe you just look

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at yourself and there

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are self-deprecating thoughts,

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or oppressive thoughts

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that you are repeating

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to yourself over and over.

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A big one is loss

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of pleasure in activities

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you used to enjoy.

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So for example, you used

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to like to play tennis

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and now you just want

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to stay home and isolate.

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By the way, the enemy

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loves to isolate people

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because there is power

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in community and he will

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isolate that person.

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That's depression.

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Anxiety has symptoms

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that occur for at least

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six months.

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Because we go through stress

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in life and that doesn't

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mean it is clinical anxiety.

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If for the last six months,

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you've had worry or

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feelings of impending doom

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or something has been

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causing you insomnia

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or hypersomnia, where

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you just want to sleep,

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or restlessness, irritability.

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I've listed a lot

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of the symptoms;

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that is clinical anxiety.

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There is no shame

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in getting help.

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I'm glad you asked

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that question, thank you,

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because there is no shame

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in getting help.

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It doesn't mean that

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you're going to have

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anxiety your whole life.

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But hey, it is a start.

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Take that step forward

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and seek counsel.

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The Lord says

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there is wisdom

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in multitudes of counsel.

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RANDY: I think a lot

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of people need to know

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there is hope.

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There is hope.

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There is an answer and

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you don't have to live there

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but do seek help

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if you need to.

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What would you say

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to someone who is maybe

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listening to your list

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and going, oh, check that one,

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check that one,

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check that one.

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What would you say to that

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person who is struggling

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with their mental health?

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KENZA: A verse that kept

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coming to mind

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just over the last week

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as I was thinking about today

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says, "If our hearts

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condemn us, we know

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that God is greater

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than our hearts."

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So if you're struggling

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with depression or anxiety

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or you feel like

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your moods are up and down,

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up and down throughout

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the day, understand that

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you have a God who loves you.

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A God who moved heaven

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and earth to call you by name.

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He loves you personally.

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So if you find yourself

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overwhelmed today,

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if I could just pray with you

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and pray over you right now.

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Faithful Father God,

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thank you for each person

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who is listening right now.

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Lord, I don't know them

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but you do.

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Lord, whatever is

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overwhelming them, Lord,

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God, I pray that you infill,

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that you would infiltrate

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that space right now,

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in the mighty name of Jesus.

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God, I pray that

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they would feel that peace

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that surpasses understanding

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that I once felt, Lord

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when I came face to face

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with you.

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Father, I pray that

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they learn to see you, God,

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as the loving, holy,

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righteous God, that you are

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the one who calls them

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by name specifically.

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Father, I pray right now,

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in the mighty name of Jesus,

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that you would silence

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the enemy's voice from them.

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God, I pray that your voice

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would be louder, and that

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they would learn to see

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themselves through your eyes.

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I pray this in the mighty

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name of Jesus.

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RANDY: Thank you!

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Thank you for that, Kenza.

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Good words.

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By the way, if you're

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watching and you want

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someone to pray with you,

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we actually have people

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ready to pray with you,

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to listen to you,

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and just agree with you

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for whatever

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you're going through.

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So call that number

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on the screen if you want

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to talk to another person.

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We do care about you.

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Also, if you want

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to get Kenza's book,

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you can get it

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wherever you get books.

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We are offering it today.

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Tammy, as you know,

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we have a wonderful

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opportunity because

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we love to help you.

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But we also want you

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to help others who are

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in difficult circumstances.

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If you'll support

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our outreach today

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and just request Kenza's book,

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<i>The Three Enemies</i>

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<i>of Your Mental Health</i>,

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we'll send it to you

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as a thank you.

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But most of all,

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I want you to watch this.

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Just pause for a second

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and say Lord, would you

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have me do something today?

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If so, what would you

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have me do?

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As we reach out to others

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who are struggling

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mightily today, we can

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be the answer to their prayer.

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Watch this.

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ISAK: There are malnutrition
clinics like this all over

00:21:09.635 --> 00:21:11.937 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
this area in Angola where
mothers bring their children

00:21:12.004 --> 00:21:13.939 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
that are suffering
from malnutrition.

00:21:14.006 --> 00:21:15.941 align:start line:79% position:25% size:48%
In these parts
of Southern Africa,

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child mortality
under the age of five

00:21:18.143 --> 00:21:21.346 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
is the worst
anywhere in the world.

00:21:21.413 --> 00:21:23.348 align:start line:79% position:23% size:53%
Many of these mothers
bring their children

00:21:23.415 --> 00:21:26.218 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
and they watch
and wait

00:21:26.284 --> 00:21:29.187 align:center line:58% position:50% size:55%
to see will we be able
to save their lives?

00:21:29.254 --> 00:21:33.058 align:start line:58% position:20% size:58%
Mothers like Angelina
here with little Jakim.

00:21:33.125 --> 00:21:35.060 align:start line:85% position:30% size:40%
Jakim is a child

00:21:35.127 --> 00:21:37.162 align:center line:79% position:50% size:53%
that is being ravaged
by malnutrition.

00:21:37.229 --> 00:21:39.164 align:start line:79% position:28% size:43%
Literally,
the silent killer

00:21:39.231 --> 00:21:42.567 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
that is stealing
the life out of her.

00:21:42.634 --> 00:21:45.904 align:start line:79% position:20% size:58%
This child represents
so many in these areas.

00:21:45.971 --> 00:21:50.442 align:start line:79% position:20% size:58%
Her mother now can only
watch, wait, and pray.

00:21:50.509 --> 00:21:54.546 align:start line:79% position:18% size:63%
Pray that we'll be able
to save her child's life.

00:21:54.613 --> 00:21:57.315 align:start line:79% position:13% size:73%
My prayer today is that
it is not too late for Jakim.

00:21:57.382 --> 00:21:59.317 align:start line:85% position:25% size:50%
The therapeutic food

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that we're providing
this child in this clinic

00:22:01.386 --> 00:22:03.321 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
will be able
to save her life.

00:22:03.388 --> 00:22:05.357 align:start line:79% position:25% size:48%
But my other prayer
is for the mothers

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in the villages
all over these areas,

00:22:08.026 --> 00:22:10.829 align:center line:79% position:50% size:55%
mothers whose children
aren't yet here,

00:22:10.896 --> 00:22:14.066 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
who if we don't reach with
critically needed resources,

00:22:14.132 --> 00:22:16.134 align:center line:79% position:50% size:33%
with the food
they need,

00:22:16.201 --> 00:22:19.004 align:center line:79% position:50% size:70%
their children
will end up in these clinics

00:22:19.071 --> 00:22:22.240 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
fighting this battle
of life and death.

00:22:22.307 --> 00:22:25.377 align:start line:79% position:28% size:45%
You can help Jakim
and Angelina,

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and you can help the mothers
in these villages.

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Today, you can be
the answer to that prayer

00:22:29.548 --> 00:22:31.483 align:center line:79% position:50% size:35%
if you'll open
your hearts

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and if you'll help us
to bring the resources

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that are so
critically needed,

00:22:35.554 --> 00:22:37.489 align:center line:79% position:50% size:50%
if you'll bring life
in the form of food

00:22:37.556 --> 00:22:39.825 align:center line:79% position:50% size:45%
to these mothers
in their villages,

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and insure
that their children

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never end up
in these clinics,

00:22:43.895 --> 00:22:46.264 align:center line:79% position:50% size:43%
and never end up
like little Jakim

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fighting the battle
of life and death.

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RANDY: I know many of you

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join us in prayer

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for those children when

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you see pictures like that.

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I've been in one

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of the malnutrition clinics

00:23:05.050 --> 00:23:08.653 align:start line:85% position:10% size:58%
and prayed for a child.

00:23:08.720 --> 00:23:10.622 align:start line:85% position:10% size:70%
But I've seen that child die

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that very day.

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That tells me, yes, we pray

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but we also need

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to take action.

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That's what I'm asking you

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to do today to take action.

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Let's do the faith

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and the works

00:23:25.937 --> 00:23:27.339 align:start line:10% position:10% size:75%
because it is a beautiful work

00:23:27.405 --> 00:23:28.940 align:start line:10% position:10% size:53%
but it's a critically

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needed work right now.

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And Tammy,

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I love the joy we see in

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the mission feeding outreach

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because I've seen the pain.

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TAMMY: Yeah.

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When you talk about the fact

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that you've been

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in a malnutrition clinic

00:23:47.025 --> 00:23:49.761 align:start line:10% position:10% size:65%
and a little one has died,

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I've had,

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I call it a privilege

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to have been

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in a malnutrition clinic

00:23:55.801 --> 00:23:58.470 align:start line:10% position:10% size:53%
as well, and praying,

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weeping, my heart aches

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every time I go

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into these countries

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and I'm with these babies,

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especially dying.

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We can't just

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let it end there.

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We have to act now.

00:24:14.119 --> 00:24:15.320 align:start line:10% position:10% size:40%
I know Isak said

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they're waiting

00:24:16.721 --> 00:24:18.056 align:start line:10% position:10% size:40%
but some of them

00:24:18.123 --> 00:24:19.424 align:start line:10% position:10% size:60%
don't even have the time

00:24:19.491 --> 00:24:20.625 align:start line:10% position:10% size:20%
to wait.

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I want to get in there now

00:24:22.027 --> 00:24:23.295 align:start line:10% position:10% size:68%
before they even have to be

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in a clinic like that.

00:24:24.796 --> 00:24:26.031 align:start line:10% position:10% size:43%
I want to be able

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to bring food

00:24:27.332 --> 00:24:29.000 align:start line:10% position:10% size:68%
to these children right now

00:24:29.067 --> 00:24:30.535 align:start line:10% position:10% size:70%
and we can do that together,

00:24:30.602 --> 00:24:32.337 align:start line:10% position:10% size:65%
Randy if we come together.

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RANDY: It's so easy.

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Let me tell you how easy.

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A gift today of $30

00:24:37.075 --> 00:24:38.844 align:start line:10% position:10% size:73%
will help feed three children

00:24:38.910 --> 00:24:40.679 align:start line:10% position:10% size:70%
for the next several months.

00:24:40.745 --> 00:24:42.280 align:start line:10% position:10% size:33%
A gift of $50

00:24:42.347 --> 00:24:44.316 align:start line:10% position:10% size:73%
will help feed five children.

00:24:44.382 --> 00:24:45.984 align:start line:10% position:10% size:68%
You can make a gift of $100

00:24:46.051 --> 00:24:47.853 align:start line:10% position:10% size:65%
and help feed ten children

00:24:47.919 --> 00:24:49.187 align:start line:10% position:10% size:65%
for the next three months.

00:24:49.254 --> 00:24:50.422 align:start line:10% position:10% size:30%
Some of you,

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and I pray you'll do it

00:24:51.723 --> 00:24:53.024 align:start line:10% position:10% size:70%
if you can, can give $1,000,

00:24:53.091 --> 00:24:55.093 align:start line:10% position:10% size:40%
maybe even more,

00:24:55.160 --> 00:24:57.062 align:start line:10% position:10% size:65%
and feed so many children.

00:24:57.128 --> 00:25:00.298 align:start line:10% position:10% size:58%
But that's the formula:

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Pray and act.

00:25:03.001 --> 00:25:04.436 align:start line:10% position:10% size:60%
I pray that you will act

00:25:04.502 --> 00:25:06.504 align:start line:10% position:10% size:25%
right now.

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<i>Right now across</i>
<i>the continent of Africa,</i>

00:25:09.975 --> 00:25:12.010 align:center line:58% position:50% size:35%
<i>children</i>
<i>are suffering,</i>

00:25:12.077 --> 00:25:14.846 align:center line:58% position:50% size:65%
<i>facing severe malnutrition</i>
<i>and even death.</i>

00:25:14.913 --> 00:25:16.915 align:start line:58% position:30% size:38%
<i>Extreme drought</i>
<i>and famine</i>

00:25:16.982 --> 00:25:19.417 align:center line:58% position:50% size:45%
<i>putting at risk</i>
<i>thousands of lives</i>

00:25:19.484 --> 00:25:21.987 align:center line:58% position:50% size:63%
<i>means we must replenish</i>
<i>food supplies immediately</i>

00:25:22.053 --> 00:25:25.223 align:center line:58% position:50% size:50%
<i>to keep feeding</i>
<i>the 350,000 children</i>

00:25:25.290 --> 00:25:28.593 align:center line:58% position:50% size:65%
<i>and help reach more people</i>
<i>in desperate need.</i>

00:25:28.660 --> 00:25:30.762 align:start line:58% position:18% size:63%
<i>Through LIFE's</i>
<i>Mission Feeding outreach,</i>

00:25:30.829 --> 00:25:32.898 align:center line:58% position:50% size:65%
<i>your gift of love</i>
<i>can be an answer to prayer</i>

00:25:32.964 --> 00:25:36.468 align:center line:58% position:50% size:75%
<i>for a hurting and hungry child</i>
<i>in their time of need.</i>

00:25:36.534 --> 00:25:38.803 align:start line:58% position:45% size:45%
<i>Call now with your</i>
<i>life-saving gift</i>

00:25:38.870 --> 00:25:41.806 align:center line:58% position:75% size:30%
<i>of $30, $50,</i>
<i>or $100</i>

00:25:41.873 --> 00:25:43.875 align:center line:58% position:75% size:30%
<i>to help feed</i>
<i>and care for</i>

00:25:43.942 --> 00:25:45.877 align:center line:58% position:30% size:38%
<i>three, five,</i>
<i>or ten children</i>

00:25:45.944 --> 00:25:47.946 align:center line:58% position:25% size:30%
<i>for three</i>
<i>full months.</i>

00:25:48.013 --> 00:25:50.015 align:start line:10% position:10% size:35%
<i>With your gift</i>
<i>of any amount,</i>

00:25:50.081 --> 00:25:52.317 align:center line:10% position:50% size:63%
<i>we'll send the Daily LIFE</i>
<i>devotional calendar.</i>

00:25:52.384 --> 00:25:56.254 align:start line:10% position:13% size:73%
<i>This perpetual calendar has</i>
<i>365 days' worth of scriptures</i>

00:25:56.321 --> 00:25:58.223 align:center line:10% position:50% size:65%
<i>and inspirational thoughts</i>
<i>to remind you</i>

00:25:58.290 --> 00:26:01.559 align:center line:10% position:50% size:60%
<i>of the rest you can find</i>
<i>in God's loving arms.</i>

00:26:01.626 --> 00:26:03.662 align:start line:10% position:10% size:40%
<i>With your gift</i>
<i>of $100 or more,</i>

00:26:03.728 --> 00:26:05.931 align:center line:10% position:50% size:75%
<i>you may request the</i>
<i>"The Light of Life" desk lamp.</i>

00:26:05.997 --> 00:26:08.033 align:start line:10% position:28% size:43%
<i>Find comfort</i>
<i>and encouragement</i>

00:26:08.099 --> 00:26:10.802 align:center line:10% position:50% size:43%
<i>from Jesus' words</i>
<i>in John 8:12</i>

00:26:10.869 --> 00:26:13.605 align:center line:10% position:50% size:73%
<i>displayed on this</i>
<i>stand-alone acrylic gas lamp,</i>

00:26:13.672 --> 00:26:15.674 align:center line:10% position:50% size:40%
<i>perfect for home</i>
<i>or office décor</i>

00:26:15.740 --> 00:26:19.110 align:center line:10% position:50% size:65%
<i>as a reminder that Jesus</i>
<i>is the light of the world.</i>

00:26:19.177 --> 00:26:22.113 align:start line:58% position:20% size:58%
<i>Finally, with your gift</i>
<i>of $1,000 or more</i>

00:26:22.180 --> 00:26:24.516 align:center line:58% position:50% size:65%
<i>to help feed</i>
<i>and care for 100 children,</i>

00:26:24.582 --> 00:26:26.685 align:center line:58% position:33% size:45%
<i>be sure to request</i>
<i>our inspiring</i>

00:26:26.751 --> 00:26:29.788 align:center line:58% position:33% size:43%
<i>bronze sculpture,</i>
<i>"A Cup of Water."</i>

00:26:29.854 --> 00:26:33.525 align:start line:10% position:15% size:68%
<i>Please call, write, or make</i>
<i>your gift online today.</i>

00:26:37.696 --> 00:26:38.830 align:start line:58% position:10% size:65%
RANDY: I hope you're going

00:26:38.897 --> 00:26:39.965 align:start line:58% position:10% size:38%
online or going

00:26:40.031 --> 00:26:41.066 align:start line:58% position:10% size:33%
to the phone.

00:26:41.132 --> 00:26:42.100 align:start line:58% position:10% size:68%
Make the best gift you can.

00:26:42.167 --> 00:26:43.201 align:start line:58% position:10% size:55%
It is such a privilege

00:26:43.268 --> 00:26:44.336 align:start line:58% position:10% size:45%
to be able to feed

00:26:44.402 --> 00:26:45.537 align:start line:58% position:10% size:63%
so many children in need.

00:26:45.603 --> 00:26:46.838 align:start line:58% position:10% size:43%
We can only do it

00:26:46.905 --> 00:26:48.440 align:start line:58% position:10% size:38%
because of you.

00:26:48.506 --> 00:26:50.375 align:start line:58% position:10% size:70%
And today, if you would like

00:26:50.442 --> 00:26:51.509 align:start line:58% position:10% size:53%
Kenza Haddock's book,

00:26:51.576 --> 00:26:52.610 align:start line:58% position:10% size:43%
<i>The Three Enemies</i>

00:26:52.677 --> 00:26:53.678 align:start line:58% position:10% size:55%
<i>of Your Mental Health</i>,

00:26:53.745 --> 00:26:54.946 align:start line:58% position:10% size:60%
request it with any gift

00:26:55.013 --> 00:26:56.014 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
toward Mission Feeding.

00:26:56.081 --> 00:26:57.882 align:start line:58% position:10% size:70%
We'd love to send it to you.

00:26:57.949 --> 00:26:58.950 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
Kenza, you've been such

00:26:59.017 --> 00:27:00.018 align:start line:58% position:10% size:28%
a blessing.

00:27:00.085 --> 00:27:01.086 align:start line:58% position:10% size:45%
I've been blessed!

00:27:01.152 --> 00:27:02.153 align:start line:58% position:10% size:53%
TAMMY: I've loved it.

00:27:02.220 --> 00:27:03.221 align:start line:58% position:10% size:65%
<i>Wellness Wednesdays </i>is one

00:27:03.288 --> 00:27:04.289 align:start line:58% position:10% size:50%
of my favorite times

00:27:04.356 --> 00:27:05.357 align:start line:58% position:10% size:43%
and you have been

00:27:05.423 --> 00:27:06.424 align:start line:58% position:10% size:35%
perfect today.

00:27:06.491 --> 00:27:07.492 align:start line:58% position:10% size:65%
What a great conversation.

00:27:07.559 --> 00:27:08.560 align:start line:58% position:10% size:60%
Your book is incredible.

00:27:08.626 --> 00:27:09.828 align:start line:58% position:10% size:53%
It will help you gain

00:27:09.894 --> 00:27:11.329 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
lasting, not temporary,

00:27:11.396 --> 00:27:13.031 align:start line:58% position:10% size:48%
but lasting victory

00:27:13.098 --> 00:27:14.466 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
over areas in your life

00:27:14.532 --> 00:27:15.567 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
where you may feel like

00:27:15.633 --> 00:27:17.035 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
you've been struggling.

00:27:17.102 --> 00:27:18.470 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
Praise God for victory.

00:27:18.536 --> 00:27:19.571 align:start line:58% position:10% size:30%
It is yours!

00:27:19.637 --> 00:27:21.039 align:start line:58% position:10% size:43%
It is mine today.

00:27:21.106 --> 00:27:22.107 align:start line:58% position:10% size:50%
Thanks for watching.

00:27:22.173 --> 00:27:23.908 align:start line:58% position:10% size:58%
We'll see you next time

00:27:23.975 --> 00:27:25.076 align:start line:58% position:10% size:35%
on<i> Life Today</i>.

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♪

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♪

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&gt;&gt; And that quick,
two seconds,

00:28:04.816 --> 00:28:06.684 align:center line:63% position:50% size:45%
my life completely
changed.

00:28:06.751 --> 00:28:09.120 align:start line:10% position:20% size:60%
<i>Rabbi Kirt Schneider had</i>
<i>a vision that gave him</i>

00:28:09.187 --> 00:28:11.756 align:center line:10% position:50% size:60%
<i>the answer he had been</i>
<i>searching for all along.</i>

00:28:12.757 --> 00:28:16.061 align:start line:10% position:13% size:73%
<i>LIFE Today is made</i>
<i>possible by the supporters of</i>
<i>LIFE Outreach International.</i>

00:28:16.127 --> 00:28:19.164 align:center line:10% position:50% size:70%
<i>Your gift will be</i>
<i>used exclusively for</i>
<i>the exempt purposes of LIFE.</i>

00:28:19.230 --> 00:28:21.232 align:start line:10% position:23% size:53%
<i>The ministry features</i>
<i>specific outreaches</i>

00:28:21.299 --> 00:28:23.301 align:center line:10% position:50% size:68%
<i>as examples of the programs</i>
<i>it supports and conducts.</i>

00:28:23.368 --> 00:28:25.370 align:start line:10% position:18% size:63%
<i>Gifts are considered</i>
<i>to be without restriction</i>

00:28:25.437 --> 00:28:27.505 align:center line:10% position:50% size:68%
<i>as to use unless explicitly</i>
<i>stipulated by the donor.</i>

00:28:27.572 --> 00:28:29.808 align:center line:10% position:50% size:60%
<i>The ministry is a member</i>
<i>of the ECFA.</i>


